Lascivious (H.S. Fanfiction)

Bye

"Wake up honey! Breakfast is getting cold!" My mom called out from downstairs. Slowly flickering my eyes open and closing them again, I still want to sleep. A few more minutes and I finally decided to open my eyes and truly wake up groaning immediately as the rays of the sun hit my eyes through the blinds. I realized mom was there standing with her hands on her hips.

"Boy it's 10 am already." She said. "I'm up I'm up" I said. she walked away and heard her doing stuff in her room. I slowly stood up and get in the bathroom washing my face to wake myself up and brushing my teeth then walking in her room and saw her putting her clothes in a luggage. "Um..where are you going?" I asked, my eyes still struggling from the amount of light entering my still-sleepy dilated pupils. "Remember Tasha? My bestfriend since birth? She was here yesterday, shes been contacting us for a week now and she gave us tickets, inviting me, Heather, and Joan with her to Hawaii for a vaca.." my eyes came out of it's sockets as I heard what she just said. "Vaca? Vacation?" She turned her face to me and smiled, nodding. Oh great. "Uh...how long exactly is that fun girl out vacation?" I asked with a touch of sarcasm through my voice. "Probably.....um... four weeks." She smiled through her teeth, her dimples showing. I know I shouldn't and i couldn't stop her, she needs some time, a fun with her friends, that's exactly what she needed from years and years of her mourning from my Dad's loss. That's why I couldn't move out, I wanted to be there for her through those days she can't stand on her own without crying. "Mom, enjoy. Have a safe trip. I love you." I said hugging her and walking away to eat breakfast. Then suddenly a question hits me, walking back in reverse steps to her room. "Um..when's your flight?" She smiled again and zipped her luggage, holding it proudly. "Oh no... it's freaking now isn't it?"   "Oh don't use 'freaking' I'm already late and I love you too." She took her heavy luggage obviously struggling with it, I took it and got downstairs, her following. "I'm gonna go take a shower" she said. I got to the kitchen and eat the food on the table. My phone buzzing through my shorts. I took it out and opened it, seeing the least person I want to talk to.. it's been days since she sent the video and probably last time we texted because I didn't know what to do.

*been dodging me for days now...* it read. I don't know what to say. Should I say sorry for ignoring her? Or act like nothing happened.

*look. I don't know what to say or how to react about it. That's why I hadn't talked to you since.* I'm hesitating about sending it but I think it's right to tell her what's true.

*I did a thing to you already Harry, don't act like you are sooo surprised about me sending something, and you said it, you want to know, you told me you're sure* I sighed. Remembering what she actually did to me, the picture snapped in my head again, her lips wrapped around my shaft. She actually have a point.

*i just wasn't expecting that. And about what happened, it's a sin Margot. I serve at the church, I'm devoted to it and that's what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. It's who I am.*  is that too much? I don't really know..

*Harry you know well that's not who you really are. You liked it, and I saw the way you wanted to be in control, the way you absent-mindedly buckled your hips, you're hesitating to put your hands on my head to get more of the pleasure because you are sooo holding back. But at that moment you felt good, it felt right..it felt...you.*

I was speechless, my mind doesn't know how to react.. part of me is saying no, she's wrong or something. But the bigger part of me is shouting yes, that she's reading me like an open book. But I don't know what to follow, i don't know what to choose and do. It's like she was the answer for a feeling I have always been craving, a feeling I never knew exactly how it existed. My mind can't think of words to compile and reply back.

"Harry! Remember to not starve, buy your groceries, call me if you need me, be early at waking up for your job. Get it?" I quickly hid my phone and just nodded, taking the plate into the sink. "Oh Harry I'm going to miss you." She said, hugging me tight. "I'll drive you to the airport... oh shoot I haven't showered yet." She shook her head "no it's okay, i called for a taxi, I'm on a hurry I gotta go." I took her luggage and walked with her outside the house, a car driving down to the front, obviously it's the taxi. I hugged her again and kissed her head saying our goodbyes, watching the car leave before I got back inside. Already missing mom. Then I remembered.. Margot. What should I do... I want to talk to her... I want to say something but for now I'm just left with jumbled words, I guess I'll see her tomorrow but for now, let me plan about what I'm going to say.

*slr.. mom left had to help her carry her stuff.* I sent and wait for her reply.

*oh I know..* what?

*how?*

*I was looking forward to see you today, I was kinda deciding against it until I saw you, hope you don't find that creepy.*

Of course that's creepy, oh but asking your bestfriend details about her isn't?  You're becoming more like Andrew. Fine, fine but I didn't go to her house. You don't know her house. Oh..
A knock came through the door and I was in shock, I don't know if I should answer it or if I should just ignore it and tell her I'm not ready to talk to her. Pussy. Grr Andrew always tells me that, and now every time I hesitate at doing something Andrew's voice just seems to be there to insult me. Fine.. I'll take it.

I opened the door and saw her there, standing, on skirts and a black croptop if that's what girls call it, it's showing her great curves even though she has a small figure, her long hair a little bit curled and her lips were in their natural pink color, just glossed.  I didn't realize I was staring at her awfully long enough to make her think of a thing to say and make me gulp. "Aren't you going to let me in or you're just going to strip me naked in your mind" she said with her famous smirk.

"I uh...come in.." stepping aside to give her space enough to got in.

"Oh surely I'm gonna come" she smiled cockily. I didn't know exactly what it means by her saying that but I totally sense there's something more beneath it.  "Look Margot... I'm not sure of what to tell you I... I don't know." I sat down and so did she, she looked at me confused. "Why was the video so damn of a very big deal to you, as if you haven't seen a girl's pu-" she stopped all of a sudden, her eyes looked up and her mouth slightly opening then turning into a smirk again, seeming to realize something. "Oh my shit.... you haven't seen one before.." i looked away from her once she said it, and she, still surprised and stunned when I didn't answer. "Holy fuck your eyes was virgin" I looked at her disapproving on her choice of words... you shouldn't mix 'Holy' with such a sinful word to say.

"I wonder what else of you is still a virgin" she said and her smirk turning into a more devilish one...

Holy fuck..