Three are one too many...(part 2)

Trust

"I can't believe that she did that, I mean u said u have a girlfriend and if she has even a little respect she wouldn't have done this!!! And just imagine if.."-"Stop!! Skylar, calm down. I know u are very angry right now and I can really understand your feelings but u need to relax. Everything is fine..there's just one little thing I need to tell u.." Shawn tried to keep me down but now I'm even more agitated. What is he going to tell me I hope nothing about this little.."It's about Hailey.."- Seriously Mendes?? I really wanna leave right now and Shawn sees that I am tense. But tbh it's a little bit his fault too..because for cheating there are always 2 people needed. But this is a special case..I hope so definitely!! "Continue ya" I said to him. So he went on: " Well, and next week ..u know there is this big award show. In New York. I was nominated 5 times. For best single of the year, best male.."- "Nice but can u please come to the fuckin point?" I spoke to him. "Yes sure, sorry. Eer , so I really need to go there. It'd be very shameful if I'd win for example 4 of those 5 nominations and be like the winner of the evening , and be not even there. You know, it's a big honor being nominated so often..aargh sry what I want to explain is that I don't care who else is going to be there the focus is on my awards and of course my performance. " I looked at him. "Shawn Peter Raul Mendes, what do u want to tell me?? Will Hailey be there?? Are you trying to tell me that I shouldn't be worried or what??" - "Exactly..yes she is the host of the evening" he replied. "Fine" I said. "Then we'll meet again" - "Wait what?? You know that u can't go..I really love u but that's impossible!!!" He answered confused. "Why ? Do u really think u meet her again..alone?? I am not a jealous person really not. But what she did is just incomprehensible. So c'mon. " I explained. "Hey babe listen. If we want to have a serious relationship we have to trust each other. OK?" He started. -"I do trust u Shawn. I never doubt it. But I don't trust this slut. I know that she wants more from u but u are simply every time to friendly!! Stop being that cute Canadian wish boyfriend and show her your real face!!" I nearly screamed. "Ssshh. You still have trust issues. I'm not gonna marry her..probably I don't even talk to her. When the camera is on everybody is concentrated on everybodys own job. She will say..hello bla bla bla the winner is Shawn Mendes bla bla bla then I go on stage maybe she'll hug me 'cause she has to do it and there'll be another host as well so it's not even sure if she gives me the award. Then I'll say thank u and so on. That's it! Should I say that I have a girlfriend ?? I don't have a problem with that but I just want the best for u. And if I say this every body will try to find u and I don't want to ruin your life. Because you are my life. I love u Skylar..with my full heart. I promise u. Forever" -I was flashed for one second. "Shawn..that was..first of all I don't have trust issues and if I would have..isn't it understandable?? But the rest was..wow. My biggest fear is to loose u. I mean just look at her. She's at your age, she's a super model..she traveled around the world because that's her job. Plus she has an absolutely dream body. Her legs are thinner than my arms.."- "Shut up right now!! I don't want a model and I don't need a girl with a dream body. Well, then I have to leave u either..but let me go on. You are perfect. Haven't u seen the video I posted in my IG story yesterday?? I covered perfect from Ed. "- "You mean the one you deleted after half an hour??" I smiled now a bit. "Hahaha yes that one. I thought about u when I sang it. Listen baby..I never experienced real love in my life before. You opened my eyes. I don't know what else I should tell u ..And now kiss me!! " Now he definitely convinced me. He grabbed my face and put his soft lips on mine. Immediately I felt better. I closed my eyes so I can enjoy this moment and I wanna keep it forever. We. Together. Against the rest of the world with all the haters and negative people. Shawn nothing can drag us down as long as we are together. I love u!!!