Lost Love • j.jk + k.th

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Jungkook's POV 

       Finally it was lunch time. I haven't talked to Yoongi cause every time I try to talk to him, everyone comes at me asking for answers and questions about Taehyung. Hoshi has been the only one to be able to be close to me at the moment. Last time I saw Yoongi, he was hanging out with Vernon, well eating lunch with Vernon. Since everyone was bothering me, but Hoshi decided to take me to the library. He learns fast, he remembers where all the classrooms we have been in are, it took me 2 weeks to remember where all the classrooms...

       "The good thing is that there were some people helping us, like telling the others to just chill. That maybe you two are just friends." Hoshi was trying to cheer me up. He is so sweet, anyone could fall for him for his kindness.

       "All I could hear, was girls telling me to get away from Taehyung... Hoshi I need to tell you something that I haven't told anyone except my brother, well he found out himself."

       "Hmm? What is it? I'm listening and I won't tell anyone."

       "Thank you. Anyways... Um I have a crush on Taehyung and that would mean that I'm gay..." I was scared of what was going to be his reaction, so I looked down.

       "At least is good to know that I'm not the only one." I look at him and he was smiling.

       I was surprised of what I have just heard... Hoshi is also gay? At least I don't feel like an outcast and it's a nice feeling.

       "So that means that you are gay too?"

       "Yeah, well now I am. In middle school I dated a girl, but she just wanted to show off. We never kissed, hug, go on dates, nothing. Eventually we broke up."

       "That girl was the luckiest person in the planet! How can anyone play with you like that? You are just amazing! Anyone would want to date you!"

Hoshi's POV

       Fuck, he is really cute and sweet. I could literally ask him out, but like he said, he has a crush on Taehyung and I respect that. Also I just met him, it would be way too soon.

       "Anyways would you like to come to my sleep over tonight?"

       "Oh really? Sure! After soon?"

       "One hour after, so you can have time to get your stuff and everything."

       "Ah, okay! We should get going to our next class before people come and attack us."

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Yoongi:
Jungkook can I invite Vernon to your sleepover?

Me:
Vernon? Sure! I'm also inviting Hoshi over, so it's fine to invite Vernon.

Yoongi:
...Okay.

Me:
Something wrong?

Yoongi:
I'm jealous. 
*Not sent*

Yoongi:
Hm? Oh no nothing, see you later!

Me:
Okay, bye!

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[ A/N ]

Now BigHint knows why Army has trust issues. How dare they upload Euphoria without giving us a freaking warning. I literally came from school and the first thing I see in social media, is Armys dying. So I watched the video and I just saw that it was eight minutes long.

- The first minutes went okay, but then when I heard Jungkook's voice I started screaming.

- When I saw their black hair I fell out of my chair.

- When they were all wearing white clothes, I was screaming.

- When they showed the old MVs, I was crying.

- When Jin was smiling, guess what. I was crying like I was about to die.

I couldn't breath, I couldn't talk, all I could do was scream and cry on the floor. So I thought maybe because I already watch it once, the second time I was going to be calm. BUT NO! I went through the same thing, but even worse.

The thing is that, yesterday. They posted the Japanese Album, "Face Yourself." And now today they decided to kill us. Just know that I'm not going to sleep tonight. Also yesterday, the YouTuber Shane talked about BTS, so you probably know what happened to me...

Okay I'm talking to much, I need to shut my mouth. I'mma go and calm myself. BYE and I wish the best for all those Armys that got affected!