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Guilty (King Dice SAD)

This story is a sad storied. Warning, there will be suicidal and death in this story. If you can't handle that, then please don't read for your sake and mine. This was a request by someone that ask me to keep them anonymous. 

Guilty:  Depress!King Dice X Suicidal!Female!Reader

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Emptiness... That's what he can only feel now, he lay on his bed and just stare at the ceiling and do nothing. He couldn't eat, sleep or even feel anything anymore for that guilt and sorrow has taken over his mind. He messes up everything, he destroys something that kept him going throughout many years in his life. It was (Y/n) (L/n). The girl that he has fallen in love for many years, and now she's gone. Thinking about her made him tear up more, he can feel his heart getting heavier if he thinks about you. "(Y/n).." He whispers underneath his breath, gripping his bed sheet as he tries to not think about you. It breaks his heart more to know the mistakes he has already made. Though he could of fix his mistakes, he didn't. 

He sat up and turn his head tours his window and he spots a picture of him and (Y/n) together. They both were smiling, hugging each other as that was the good old days before he joins the casino. He lost his bet to the devil and to save her from being the trap in hell forever, he made another bet to let you go and he will forever be the Devil's, right-hand man. He couldn't hold back his tears anymore, he closes his eyes and began to cry. Gripping his pillow and hugging it like a little boy, covering his face with it to mumble his screams. " I'm sorry! I'm so fucking sorry (Y/n)..!" He screams in his pillows as he sobs more, hugging the pillow tightly as he felt so broken. He wishes he could go back in time and fix everything he has done till this day, he wishes he could have been better for you. He cries more as his mind was rushing through that day where you have left this world... 

To him...

It was all his fault. 

FLASHBACK

"Sweetie..? May we talk, please?" You spoke with a quiet but sad tone, holding onto your boyfriend's hand. Dice didn't really seem to pay much attention due to looking at something for the casino.  "What is it, hun? Can you see that I'm busy?" He seems annoyed from what's going on, though he never meant it to sound so rude.  "...I wanna ask... I-If you could l-listen to me-" You were interrupted when someone was calling for Dice. "Oi! Dice! Come over here for a sec, will ya?" It was Mr. Wheezy. Dice sighed but nodded, "Sorry (Y/n), but I got some business to do. We can talk later tonight okay...?" He looks at you with a gentle smile, you just look at him. You weren't happy but you weren't crying. "... Okay..." Dice couldn't help but feel something was off, but he ignores it as he left you to head over and finish his works. Leaving you alone, by the empty table at the end of the room. You sighed, standing up from the chair and began to walk away. These years, you have been dealing with something that was killing you slowly. You try to shrug it off but it just got worst and worst. 

It was depression...

Dice know you didn't have a good life, been abused, bullied and also been struggling with depression. Though he didn't seem to pay much attention, as like everyone else around you. You felt alone, useless, worthless, and a mistake. You know what you were going to do now... 

"Are you alright?" You turn your head to see one of the casino workers, Pirouletta. She looks at you with a worried face, though she was a bit calm. "Something seems to trouble you miss (L/n)." You smiled weakly, nodding as you look at her. "O-Oh yes! I am fine! Just... T-Tired Pirouletta.." She didn't buy it, she had a feeling but she dare not to force something out of you if you don't want to talk about it. "Alright. Please take care of yourself." You just nodded and hurried back to a room in a casino... 

No one saw you after that night...

After work Dice was exhausted, tired and frustrated from working too hard. Well, at least he was happy to know he could spend time with his lover. "Mr. King Dice...?" He turns to see Pirouletta, she looks so... Sad. Why? "Are you alright Pir? You look like something is bothering you." She didn't say anything after that, she turns away as she began to cry. Dice, being confused about what's going on. He moves closer to her and places his hands on her shoulder gently. "...I-I'm so sorry Mr. King Dice..." She broke down into tears, sobbing as she covers her face. Dice started to feel something, like if his guts were about to explore. His heart started to pound fast, he didn't know what's going on but he was worried now. "I..It's (Y/n)... I am so sorry...!" Dice heart sank, he took a step back, he blinked but shook his head. "N-No..." He took another step back as his right hand move up to his chest, clinging on it tightly. "No... Y-You're joking..." He started to have short breath, his heart beating more as he looks at her in the eyes. "Where is she?" 

   Pirouletta was a bit scared from his reaction, "Wha..?" He grips his hands on her shoulder and shook her a bit, "WHERE IS (Y/N)!??" She jumps form this as she shut her eyes and continue to cry and pointed to one of the rooms. He let her go and rush over to it, his mind was going insane... He didn't know how to feel, he didn't what is happening until he opens the door. His eyes wide open, his mouth drop open a bit. Dice's heart froze. Heck, his whole body went paralyzed from all of this. "N..No... NO NO!!!! NO!"

He feels to his knees, screaming your name. Dice was staring at your lifeless body, your neck has a rope around it... 

"(Y/N)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

He got enough strength, removing the rope around your neck and just hug your lifeless body. He didn't say anything but only your name. Holding your body tight as he cries and sobs the entire night. 

-END OF FLASHBACK-

Dice didn't do anything after your passing. He didn't eat, sing, or do anything. He just lay on his bed and cry. He was broken, he will get drunk sometimes and just get depressed. The Devil tries to cheer him up, try to feed him and even the workers but nothing was working. Dice was heartbroken... All he feels is nothing but his fault and guilt. 

He wishes he could have been there more for you when you needed it, could have been the best boyfriend... He wishes he could have done better, Dice even really wishes that you were gonna be the one he'll marry one day. Gets kids and have a happy life.

That was all taken away from him.

Because he didn't help you when you needed it.

He will do anything to bring you back...

Anything...

Dice miss you... 

And he's sorry...

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Welp. After years not being on wattpad. I decided to finally come back. Cause I am a loser and need to keep a contract with my crap. LOL. anyway. here it is... I hope you all like it! Btw, sorry if it's short. I could have done better but I will just leave this here;w; 

Till next time

-Me ;)