Bacchikoi (Masaru x Toshu) DISCONTINUED

Missing him

Ichiru's POV

I hate this, but still no choice, I'm already 19, I should be able to choose what I want. I am sitting in my bed looking through the window, thinking of someone, someone far away from me... someone I love, someone I definitely needed in times like this... someone that I enjoyed being with, in baseball, in our camping and hiking trip last 3 years, in our bath in a hot spring, in all of moments I have with 'him'. Then suddenly I heard a knock.

Dad: Ichiru the dinner's ready.

Me: Be there less than five minutes.

Dad: Alright then.

Dad left my room, and the silence is present again.

Me in my thoughts: I really miss you Toshu.

I stand up and head towards the dinning room.

Toshu's POV

It is 3 years now since Ichiru left. I'll admit, I'm quite depressed, my grades are still high though, but my baseball play is getting worse every training.

Coach Genji: Hey Toshu. Mind coming here first? It is water break still.

Me: Yes coach.

I went towards him.

Me: What is it coach?

Coach Genji: I know that you are worried about Ichiru right now, and I can see that through you play. What do you think Ichiru will feel if he sees you like this? He'll be worried sick too, right?

I just nodded.

Coach Genji: Well then, I'll give you a break this time. Just watch and stay calm ok? Don't be so depressed got it?

Me: Y-Yes coach.

I still can't focus, every other day, he's still in my mind. One day I bumped into Masaru.

Masaru: Hey Toshu, what's with the face?

Me: Thinking of something.

Masaru: Something? Or Someone?

I completely blush.

Masaru: Knew it. We used to hang out in this hallway together so I guess, you are just remembering those thoughts?

Me: *hugs Masaru* I-I just can't *sobs* I can't play baseball properly without him *sobs* He always lighten our tiredness and--- and *sobs**sobs* he's not here to do it. *sobs* I really miss him. *sobs*

Masaru: Ok then. I'll tell coach you are not attending today. I'm sure he'll understand it.

We said goodbye to each other. Then suddenly, Ms. Saki approached me.

Ms. Saki: Toshu, I'm sorry that I heard you and Masaru talking about Ichiru. But, I'm here to tell you that he is going back. President Yanai, found a new business partner and this partner helped President Yanai's budgets completely triple than Tomoka's father. (A/N: I forgot the surname.)

Me: So Ms. Saki, you're saying that---

Ms. Saki: Yes he'll be here with you again. But... one problem.

Me: What is it?

Ms Saki: Ichiru is the only one returning, his parents need to stay abroad, and they're house here is already sold. He can't fi-

Me: He can stay with me!!! I-I don't mind. *blush*

Ms. Saki: Sure you don't mind. I'm going now bye. *wink*

A/N
First chapter done...

By the way all my other books are discontinued now. This one is where I'll focus. Sorry for disappointment.