Addiction

CHAPER ONE~

ITS NOT JUST FANGIRLING ITS A LIFE STYLE!

Suddenly there's nothing more you want than to get a small ting as your phone screen lights up informing you that you have a notification; a notification telling you that you have one new follower. You curiously and anxiously check the glowing light beaming from your phone no matter the time, the place or the urgency of the situation you are in! Anxiously checking if it's them... Checking that finally had noticed you. Your heart begins to race only to be let down of the sheer disappointment to follow. However it's not all bad! Being a fangirl helps you in so many ways you get to meet thousands apon thousands of people in the same boat as you; people not only from your country but people from all over the word. You meet so many amazing people who you know can be there for you and there to talk to you just as much if not more than your best friend from school. It's like one huge family that I feel blessed to be apart of! I love every last par of it. Being a fan girl is a a twenty-four seven job, it takes over your life once your addicted there's no turning back. A one way ticket!

Im a 16 year old girl who loves nothing more than fashion, friends and music, my obsessions are One Direction and 5 Seconds of Summer they literally rule my life. My love for them is indescribable, my phone is set up to my twitter account to inform me when all nine of the boys tweet meaning like millions of other girls around the world I can tweet the boys and retweet and favroute there tweets and know how there feeling, what there doing, who there with, what there doing and to see there pictures from all around the world while on tour . I pre-order and buy all of there albums and songs and try to go to concerts (when I can buy tickets) it's the least I can do for what they've done for me! You may think this is an ordinary life of a 16 year old girl but that's were your wrong.

These boys have done so much for me over the last few years they have been there for me through the good and bad when no one else has been. Even though they don't know me they have physically changed my life; helping me through brake ups, loss of family and friends and arguments they made me feel special and made me feel beautiful when I didn't believe it anymore they have impacted my life so much and they don't even know it! When ever I am down I put in my earphones and black out all of the negative things happening around me and listen to the music these talented boys have made and suddenly everything seems to be ok. For minuets at a time everything's seems to be ok which gives me the confidence and security to carry on and know everything's ok.

I do everything possible to try and get them to notice me to prove to my self that they do care even though I know they care about each and every single one of us and that they have cared for me when others haven't because sometimes people who are thousands of miles away can make you feel better than the people who are right there beside you!

~{Sorry guys I know this is a short introductory chapter to try and give you a little taster! Hope you enjoyed it so far keep reading on please follow me on twitter @harrys_bangtidy and if you would RT this for me https://twitter.com/harrys_bangtidy/status/480205608306876416 thank you so much keep reading hope you enjoy. I am going to publish each chapter and keep adding a new one daily maybe more so bare with me thank you Jade}~