Did I really just say that? Ugh, I'm such an idiot. I just told the whole, world I'm gay by telling them I have a crush on my co-worker. Well, I'm going to attempt to forget what happened, just for tonight though - the whole world will know by tomorrow, and meet my friends. Thomas. What will Thomas say? Heck, he probably won't talk to me and avoid me at all costs. Well, this is fantastic, just fantastic (note the sarcasm).
"Dylan! DYLAN!" I get snapped out of my thoughts by Kaya shouting my name.
"You alright, mate?" Thomas questions, "you look like you're about to faint."
I respond with, "Yeah, I'm fine, just a bit overwhelmed by all the people. It's also really hot in here." Ki Hong gives me a look that clearly said 'I don't believe that in the slightest so when the others aren't around you're going to tell me what's wrong'. Yes, it is hot in here, but that's not the reason I look so pale. As you can probably tell, it's because I just told the entire world I had a crush on Thomas. The others begin to talk again, getting ready to walk the carpet. I try and join in the conversation but I just can't pay attention properly. One word lingers in my mind: 'mate', Thomas called me his mate. There couldn't possibly be a worse time to friend zone someone - well, he doesnt know about what I have said yet, but he surely will in the morning. If 'mate' is the best I can do then I might as well savour it till the morning, he won't want anything to do with me after he finds out I have a crush on him.
We start to walk the carpet, fans around us screaming. You'd think you get used to it after a while, but you don't. Infact, it still surprises you when you become partially deaf in one ear after having people scream in your ear for god knows how long.
We arrive in the cinema, thank all the fans for coming and showing their support and sit down. The film starts and I realise that Ki Hong is sat next to me. He's probably going to question me about earlier. I'll just tell him what I told the others. I zone out until I hear Kayas voice say "Thomas, do. You take newt to be your lawfully wedded husband?" This was one of my favourite scenes to film, purely because I got 'married' to Thomas and I got to kiss him.
After three hours, the film finally came to an end. We signed some autographs and took some pictures with fans, and began to head home. Suddenly, Dexter suggested we all go back to his and Ki Hong's room and chill out. Everyone was up it, except Thomas, which I found strange. He claimed that he just wanted a good night's sleep before showing us around London tomorrow. And by us I mean me, Ki Hong and Dexter because Kaya and Will are from London, like Thomas.
