Single and sad.

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I'm Frank from cars.
I'm raging more than the Roman god Mars.
After somethung amazing happened, something got me down. And worst has come. Teen issues from friends well i got very little.
My girlfriend just broke up with me and it tears me apart inside. I didn't want this but because my thoughts, it's terrible.
Thoughts:
Tempatily turns to forever
No one will love the avoidant who breaks down
My friends said being emotional and what I am is sweet. You get to hpld and comfort. Well, I got no one. Don't send help as this is my battle. I know I'm switching topics fast. This is just my thoughts I'm putting as they come out. I'm not gonna post even longer than I planned nor be online. I'm not moving on though. People say there is better. But who is better than her. I can't describe how great she was completely. There is too much but the biggest was
-The shoulder to cry on
- The light than shine on darkness
- The one you know you can open
Well hey, I lost that.. I bottled all my feelings before so I am now. Guys. Don't show support. Just know, I'm losing it. My discord is this

I know I'm making such a big deal

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I know I'm making such a big deal.. it is because it is to me. I don't wanna hog attention but my girlfriend Rosie aka ughrosie was my life as I know it. My everything. My world. My universe. England isn't my town. It's her. I poured my soul in, just to make her happy. I don't know if i can but hey. I can try. See ya guys. I'm get more composed and if i do update. It's to show how I'm feeling and what has been going down. Now lets turn that smile down to a frown

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