From the beginning

Chapter one : the day we both regret

I woke up to the sound of my mother screaming at Jackson for falling in the stairs I slightly laughed and got up I exited the room to see my mother now laughing at Jackson laying on the stairs groaning " well I see your having I Great morning" I say Jackson looks at me and gives me the death stare " why are you up so early" Jackson asked before I could respond some one knocks on the door my mother opened it up to reveal Lisa , Lisa Dolan with her family.

They have always been family friends me and gray are pretty close he is like a brother to me and me and Cameron are like best friends but
when it comes to Ethan we where close but then the night that we both regret happened

Flashback,

Me and Jackson where both dancing we where drunk off our asses and grinding on the air when someone came up and I felt a pair of hand grip my waist I turned my head to see Ethan I was shocked but continued to dance none the less when I started to grind on him his grip tightened and he put his lips close to my ear and started whispering things into my ear when he finally spoke up loudly over the music " come with me" I quickly obeyed and followed I looked at Jackson and realized he was already getting it on with a guy in the corner we started up the stairs and down the hall to a room when we entered the room he quickly slammed me up against the wall and kissed me I was slightly shocked but kissed back I wrapped my arms around his neck he lightly gripped my hip and I took that a sign and jumped wrapping my legs around his waist and he carried me to the bed 

End of flashback

Ever since that night we stopped talking he started acting rude and like an ass pretty much they entered the house and they started laughing when they realized what happened with Jackson me and Ethan made eye contact he nodded ,wait he nodded I gave back a confused look  he mouthed the four  words I was always afraid he would say  , we need to talk" Oof now I'm really nervous I have always been mad at myself and him because before that night I was confused with my feelings I had a teensy tiny crush on him after that night it grew and I still have a crush on him but he had been a dick , I slowly walked down the stairs and greeted them the only person who knew about that night other than us was Grayson he also knows about my feelings for Ethan but never told him ( thank the lord😂) he hugged me  and so did everyone else

Ethan gave me this look that said " now" we told them we would be upstairs and he followed me to my room  we walked in and he closed the door and locked it I sat on my bed and he took three long strides to me and kissed me roughly I melted into the kiss loving the feeling of his lips on mine until I came back to reality and pushed him off " E-Ethan what w-what?" He looked amused at my stuttering  then he said four words that changed everything

A.N
Hey guys I know this chapter was a little small but I will be posting a lot more so it's worth it and who knows what those last four words keep reading maybe you will find out more😂❤️