Bet.// NCT Johnny {completed}

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I've gotten worse.

It's been 5 months and I've only gotten worse.

We're friends, really good friends.

And I hate seeing you with other girls.

I hate how you flirt with them, I hate how you hug them, I hate how you smile at them and I hate how you eye them up and down.

But most of all, I hate how you kiss them,

I hate how you kiss them right in front of me.

I hate how you kiss them right in front of me when you know that I still love you.

It makes me sad.

Sad enough that if I somehow found myself at the edge of the highest building in the world, I wouldn't look at how high I was from the ground, I would jump off.

Because of you.