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I know I promised to update not long ago.

IM SORRY.. some of you guys know that I have trouble losing weight and  I starve myself, last week I went a bit too far. I ate less than 400 calories a day and exercise a lot. Sometimes I feel bad for eating something small..
The doctor said I have an eating disorder but I don't think so.
I'm 5'8 and I'm 126 pounds. I'm at a healthy weight but I know I'm fat.
I fainted last week and hit my head really hard on the concrete floor.
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry I disappoint you guys and maybe I shouldn't even be writing at all. This isn't really important I know. I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm trying my best.

I don't deserve all of you guys lmao.

I know I'm stupid but please don't starve yourself, don't do what I did.

I'm sorry again.

Oh and I couldn't reply to messages on wattpad I don't know why. I really want to but it just wouldn't let me do it. If you guys really want to talk. I don't mind you guys sending me your snapchat username in messages and I'll add you so we can talk. Some of you guys wanted advice and I feel bad for can't replying. I don't want you guys thinking that I don't care.