I don't know how to start but here goes... I guess... Two of my friends are transgender, and I'm okay with this... Or so I thought... Recently I found out that they both switched from being one to the other... I don't know why it bugs me so much, I mean I thought I was fine... But now, it seems each time I think about it, I just get an upset stomach... They're both very dear to me, and I never want to lose them, but it almost feels like I did, for some reason, even though I know I haven't... I hate it... I hate that it has this effect on me... I don't know... What's wrong with me...? They're my friends and two of my closest... But why do I feel this way... In my mind I accept it, it's their choice, and I can't control it, and they're still my friends... I don't know what to do... At this point I probably just sound like some other a** that can't accept them... But I'm trying... I love them both so much. for them I'm trying... But I don't know... Help me... What's wrong with me...? Why do I feel like this...?
