💙 good ol' days 💙

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[originally called 'nobody dies in the end]

My winters had been like this.
In Seoul, and with you, it had always been a bliss.

First, you would welcome me in the airport with a kiss,
not caring of the surrounding locals and tourists.

Then you would take me a ride in your black Volkswagen,
And you give another kiss while I fall in love all over again.

We arrive to a place which I had always favoured,
A local nature park which we always toured.

You would buy me a sweet treat from a convenience store,
And you always knew what to buy for me, which is one of your qualities which I adore.

You always took me to some place new,
I didn't care much as long as I'm with you.

We always do the same good ol' things we did every winter.
With you, no moment had ever been bitter.

But why had our habits became old memories so sudden?
So hastily did our old connection got broken.

It all started when you arrived at the airport late,
Didn't know what's going in your mind, my mate.

You were wearing a black mask and a cap,
"You didn't wear this before" I say in my mind as I recap.

These unknown men start to crowd around you,
blocking everyone to allow us to pass through.

I look at your eyes so dark and emotionless,
and your movements so sudden and careless.

"This wasn't the Johnny I knew",
but I cleared my thoughts because no matter what, I still loved you.

We rode in an unfamiliar vehicle with a bunch of other men,
There I felt that there was something wrong then.

You chuckled along with the other boys in the van,
Oh, atleast you're having fun.

You placed your arm behind me and held me tighter,
In your presence, I feel more safer.

"Johnny, what's going on?" I whispered behind your ear,
And you smirked as you replied "Sweetie, there's nothing to fear."

How should I calm when everything seems to be out of place?
All of this weren't the things we did back in the good days.

We arrived at some unfamiliar basement,
It seemed to be under a building of an entertainment.

You showed me the inside of the captivating structure,
You told me this was the reason of us having a better future.

You smiled as you introduced me to your colleagues,
You told me they were your companions in achieving your dream so big.

You told me you loved music more than your whole life,
But didn't you tell me that I was your life, that I was your so called wife?

I can't stop my tears from falling,
Is this our 'magical' ending?

You told me you did this for me,
Oh, did you really?

Maybe I'm overreacting, maybe I'm just a big drama queen,
But Johnny, this wasn't the way it had always had been.

You said I would adjust to this, I'd get used to it,
But I just told you to shut your words and save it.

I was stupid at that night, I know.
I was a fool and I let my only love go.

Yes, lovely reader, nobody dies in this one,
But our lovely relationship is now long gone.

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