Falling for the broken boy

the Beginning

Megan P.O.V.

*Can't count the years on one hand

That we've been together

I need the other one to hold you

Make you feel, make you feel better*

I hit the snooze button, uh first day of school anothor day of hell I thought to myself, getting out of bed.

I went straight to the shower turning the hot water om quickly warming myself

Turning on not listening - Papa Roach

singing to myself as I got ready

Not listening, not anymore

The more I learn, the more I ignore

I'm not listening, not anymore

what to wear, looking in my cupboard, black skinny with a skeleton hand up my left leg and my slipknot shirt,

I quickly put my make up on black cat eyeliner and straightened my  bleach blonde hair with a brown fringe I didnt need to tease it.

and finally putting my razor blade necklace and a couple bracelets on.

walking over to my mirror satisfied with my look, I grabbed my school bag, phone and ear phones skipping out the door no one is ever home in the morning.

I like walking to school cause I walk alonr with no one to annoy me as I walk, as i put my earphones im til death - capture the crown came on

Hold up! Carefully holding you tighter

Carefully holding you close

Can you help me open my eyes to see what is pure

and what is right? I've been trapped in this fantasy all my life

Do I have to search for words, can I just smile?

What we have isn't far from good, nor good from far

I've made these mistakes (in the past) but our time is now

So in love, I'm falling deeper and deeper, I'll wait for you

What I have is all I have to give and I want to give you it all

Emancipation of myself is only the beginning, I'm a compass

Give me direction to go in.

'Til death do us part (Take it from the top)

'Til death do us part, hear nor see anyone but you

I see no one but you, you stop my world

'Til death do us part, you'll by my special lady

as it finished I arrived at school just as the bell went going into roll call, people looked at me oddly me

but I could feel most of the guys eyes on certain places of me, I ignored them.

I was the new girl at school I moved here cause my "best friend" was a back stabbing branch! 

*flash back*

"Hey Seline!!!" I yelled to my best friend "oh .....hi Meg" turning back around ignore me I knew something was up with her

shes been ignoring me lately and has made a new friend, its not easy for me to find a close friend cause I don't trust easily....anymore

I move around alot cause my dad's work

"so wanna do something this weekend or tonight?" I asked with a big smile "um... I'm actually busy maybe some other time kay?" "yer thats fine" I said looking down,

lunch had come I was sitting alone when I over heard Seline and her new friend Narrelle, they were making plans to have a sleepover that night and go to the city.

I just ran off crying theyve been leaving me out of everything, I ran to the bathroom and pulled out my razor

one cut for ever thinking I was actually worth something to someone

another cut for being so stupid that I ever would be

blood dripped from my wrist to the cold floor of the bathroom I quickly cleaned myself up

and cover my freshly opened cuts

*flash back over*

" Miss Megan!" someone said waking me from my flash back, it was the teacher asking for my timetable, she directed me to a empty seat at the back of the room

I could see everyone whispering about me I just put my music in, and started listening to watch me bleed - scary kids scarying kids

The silence keeps it easy

keeps you safe for the moment.

As you're walking away

your foot steps get louder.

All you needed was time

But now time will destroy us.

It will all be over, and here we are

we're stuck inside this salted earth together.

You'll pierce my lungs

my limbs go numb

as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.

You watch me bleed.

I gave you everything to die with a smile

all you wanted was to live for a while

you took everything but it left you empty

you can't replace me, you can't.

It's almost over, and here we are

we're stuck inside this salted earth together.

You'll pierce my lungs

my limbs go numb

as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.

You watch me bleed.

It will all be over, and here we are

we'll die inside this salted earth together.

You'll pierce my lungs

my limbs go numb

as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.

You watch me bleed.

You watch me bleed.

You watch me bleed.

Watch me bleed.

Authors note

So haiiii!!! im Natasha or Natty

I'm dont usually write but I thought I might as well give it a go

I hope you liked and just give me any feed back

Thanks my sweeties!!! love you <3 :3