Run

Chapter 5

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Rebecca's POV

I'm crying.

I can't believe him. I trusted him and he betrayed me.

What have I gotten myself into?

All I want to do now is go home and cry under my duvet.

My body...my precious body.

______________*Before*____________

I press my body against his, feeling his heat radiate against me.

He pushes me against his door and runs his hands up and down my waist as I wrap my arm around his neck enjoying the feel of his 'excitement' against my body as he slowly grinds on me.

I kiss him passionately, poking my tongue through his slightly chapped lips and he steadily wraps his arms around my thighs, lifting me up. I instantly wrap my legs around his waist feeling his crotch bulging against my skirt and I run my hands across his hair, lost in his lips.

"Hey, hey, hey!" He interrupts, pulling back and slightly squinting his eyes. "Watch the waves" he says referring to his ever so common black male hairstyle.

"Seriously?" I say my breath slightly hitched as I roll my eyes.

"Nevermind" he mutters before crashing his lips back unto mine. I'm about to protest when he presses his crotch further into me, re-igniting the fire sensation across my body.

Still with my legs strapped around him, he walks towards the bed and places me on it.

"You are so sexy." he breathes as he trails kisses down my neck. A shiver runs through me as he heads for my breasts. "Oh, I'm gonna Fuck you so hard"

I let out a breathy laugh as I watch him take off his shirt revealing his sexy pack. He flings it on the floor and I arch my back as he helps me 'fling' mine off too. He trails more kisses down my neck as he un-hooks my bra allowing my breasts to seemingly grow as they become released from the tightening grip of my chest holder.

He rubs at my nipples and then licks my left breast, effectively making me moan in anticipation; my right eager and longing to be treated with the same affection. I sigh whilst watching him rip off his jeans with one hand and slide down my skirt and tights, along with my what I like to call "hoe panties" simultaneously. The cold air instantly forces me to shut my legs but the look on Tony's face tells me that he will not allow it. This is confirmed when he places his hands on each knee, forcing them open.

He stares in between my legs and languidly licks his lips. And the sudden relief I felt at the remembrance that I had shaved a couple of days ago elicits a sense of fear.

The thought of actually losing my virginity terrifies me. Admittedly the idea of finally letting loose and giving it up had occurred to me several times, but the fear of what my mother would do to me had always stopped me and on this bed, in this moment with Tony, her face does not cease to appear. 

I shove his hand away as it heads for down under.

"Tony..." I hesitate "I don't want to do this..."

"Wait..just one touch" he mutters leaning in for a kiss.

"No..please. I don't-" I feel the impact of his lips crash against mine once more and I hesitantly wrap my hands around his neck, bending into the kiss. He slowly slides his hands down my thighs making me shiver and then glides his arms around my bum, firmly holding onto it as he opens up my legs wider.