New Firefly

Loved..

My love
I've had to share my love
Yet I have never felt it from you .

When I met you .
You were everything I was and was not looking for.
I desire to be inspired and once I seen you and your body I was .

- thank you for the fame, dreams and roadmap <3

When I see you I don't breath
I gasp for air because I feel my lungs closing up.
My brain is telling my organs to shut down because it feels like it should die and get rebirth due to you and your beautiful eyes
- from cheese <3

I know love now
It is genuine
Cause you are genuine
- thank you for the insight no one else knew about you Jayhulk<3

I want to feel you beside me again
Your hand touching mine and you're front against my back
When I am talking to someone else
- My two little ocean views between your nose

I want to feel and hear your gifted lips reading my book
I do not want you to miss a thing or word
If you gave me A+ work than is what I will give you
When it is my turn to read your book.

No matter how many times you leave
You are still my muse

You can call me crazy but
When I'm with you
We both know I will
Do anything to keep you in my belonging.

No matter how alone you feel
If I am still alive
You shall never be alone my love

- a promise we made to each other

Have you ever floated in the water looking up at the nights sky ?
No ?
Well I have every time I see you

At the start of every argument
I think to myself
Will our relationship
Sink or swim ?
Will it drown or fight to live?

I know should've expressed my feelings before
But I
I
I have fought or cared about someone like yourself
I am not ashamed to say I am afraid to get rejected
Because it hurts
So bad
Here's all the things I didn't tell you
I want to be more then " Annika is tying... " or
" Annika
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When you asked me "What do you want "
I should have said " An honest relationship with you . No more lies or games I just want you and I finally together . "
- the letter I never wrote