A Little Not Normal (a ryden fanfic)

The Truth.

It had been weeks since Ryan had felt 'normal.' His body had began to change, and no not in the way you'd think. He started growing stuff and having weird urges. Again, not how you'd think. He was growing fangs and all other things. He was scared for his life. Brendon would call him and they'd talk on the phone but Ryan didn't leave his room. He was too scared to do so. His mother would make dinner and he'd wait until she went to bed so he could sneak downstairs and eat the cold leftovers. In all honesty, Ryan's life was crappy.

One particular morning he saw people outside near his house and something took over him. A voice. "Eat em Ryan. Your stomach pains will end and you'll feel satisfied" Ryan made a whining noise and closed his blinds, turning away. "No no don't think that ryro you're not like that!" He yelled at himself. He sighed and stood there for a moment, just thinking why in God's name he had thought about EATING the poor teens. He sat on his bed and rested his head in his hands when he felt a buzz in his pocket. He picked up his phone from his back pocket. "Really Brendon..." he sighed and answered. "Brendon why?" Brendon made a whimper. "I'm sorry I just wanted to know if you were okay..." he said. Ryan sighed. "I'm fine Brendon. You can't get me to come out" Ryan sighed and almost hung up on him. Brendon had an idea. "What if I bring you some ice cream and pizza and we can watch a movie?" Ryan shook his head. "No..." he didn't want to hurt Brendon especially with these stupid thoughts he was having. He was oddly getting much more violent as the days went on. Brendon sighed. "Okay...sorry...love you..." Brendon sighed yet again and hung up. Ryan felt horrible for acting this way but he just needed to know why this was happening.

A few days later, Ryan decided to approach his mother. He knocked on her door. "Mama..." he asked. "Come in ryro" she said. "What's the matter my sweet baby?" She cooed and held her arms out. Ryan walked over and snuggled into her arms. "I have to talk to you...something's happening to my body..." he said. "Oh, ryro that's supposed to happen! It's called puber-" "No mother not puberty! I'm growing fangs and weird feathers are coming out of my back!" Ryan's mother lifted his shirt and saw the black feathers. "Oh Ryan...oh dear..." she sighed. "I hoped this would never happen to you..." she said, tearing up. Ryan looked at his mother with a terrified expression. "What's happening mama..." he asked. "Uhm..." she said. Scratching the back of her neck nervously. "There's something I haven't told you. Your biological father was something supernatural and I guess it just flooded into your veins...I'm so sorry my sweet baby boy..." Ryan's eyes got wide as he started tearing up. "W-what...? Mama how could you not tell me this! What kind of supernatural being am I becoming!!" He yelled and asked at the same time. "That's the thing sugar plum...I'm not sure. He was a drunken hookup I can't remember." She sighed. Ryan started crying. "I wish I was never born!!" He blurted our and ran back to his room, slamming the door and grabbing scissors quickly. He sat against the locked bedroom door and pulled off his shirt, starting to clip his own wings. He yelled and screamed in pin as he did so. He only got a few feathers off before giving up and throwing the scissors onto the floor and resting his head in his hands, his closed eyes resting on his palms. He sat and cried-sobbed even, if you will-for a very long time until he fell asleep. He didn't want to be anything supernatural. He wanted to be human with Bren. Love him, marry him, even adopt a few kids with him.  But Brendon could surely never do that with something supernatural could he?

That very night Ryan called Brendon over. Brendon knocked on Ryan's bedroom door. "Come in..." Ryan said with a soft sigh. Brendon walked in. "Hey ryro! How are you feeling?" Ryan basically cut him off. "Beebs we have to talk." He said with a little bit of a whimper. Brendon nodded and sat down on the bed. "O-Okay...this cant be good...are you breaking up with me? Please don't break up with me! Is this why-" Ryan shut him up with a soft kiss. Brendon melted into it. Ryan pulled away after a while. "Shut up Bren. Let me talk." Brendon nodded softly. Ryan took a deep breath. "Okay. So...the reason I've been avoiding you is because...things were happening...to my body...I grew fangs and...and wings and my appetite is weird and I didn't want you over because of these weird urges I had to kill people and eat them..." Brendon's eyes got wide. "Woah...I'm....I'm in sock Ryan..." he said softly. Ryan nodded. "I know, I know...if you want to leave me go ahead...I won't blame you." He said softly and looked away and down. Brendon lifted Ryan's chin to look at him. "Baby ryro...don't you ever think I'm gonna leave you because you're the moon to my stars...the peanut butter to my jelly...the love of my life." Ryan blushed a little and nodded. "Okay..." He smiled a little as Brendon leaned in and kissed him.

(UNDER 13 SKIP THIS PARSGRAPH I WARN YOU) That night Ryan and Brendon hung out and ate pizza, watched movies and 'fooled around' if you will. Just making out so far. (So far ;) ) Brendon had been getting frisky all night and Ryan wasn't feeling it. That was until he was making some salsa in his underwear and a long shirt (Brendon's) and Brendon came up behind him, hugging him. This was normal to Brendon so this isn't what got him in the mood. The thing that got him in the mood was when Brendon grabbed his hips, pulled the long shirt off of Ryan's ass pushed his clothed boner against Ryan's ass, both only wearing underwear. Ryan dropped a few chips on the ground. "B-Brendon!" He was all flustered and red. "What ryro? Just wanna have some fun~" he purred in his ear and smiled. Ryan sighed. "Brendon I'm making salsa so we can finish out movie." Brendon slowly moved his hands up and down Ryan's sides. "Maybe I don't want to continue our movie. Maybe I wanna have sex and head your beautiful screams all night long. 'Uh Brendon Yeah! Harder!' Right Ryan?" He mimicked him. Ryan blushed. "I don't do that. It's more like," he began moaning softly in Brendon's ear. It really turned Brendon on and made him get even more hard. Brendon growled a little. "I will fuck you right on this kitchen counter if I have you Ryan Ross." Ryan shrugged. "Fine by me" He chuckled and walked away to the living room with his salsa and chips. Brendon followed. "Come on Ryan!?" Ryan groaned and turned to him. "Fine but only because you're begging so much." Brendon smiled and immediately wrapped his arms around Ryan, going at his neck with rough bites and sucks, leaving hickeys. Ryan let out a little moans. "Bren, not so rough!" He said. Brendon picked up the skinny boy. "I know I'm sorry" he carried him to Ryan's room and closed the door, locking it. Ryan knew the drill so he laid on the bed and slowly and teasingly took his clothes off as Brendon strips himself of his own. He got lube out of the drawer to get ready and turns on music so nobody home would hear. He pulled Ryan close as he sat on the bed and started attacking his lips with rough kisses. Ryan moaned softly in his mouth and draped his arms over Brendon's neck. For the next hour Ryan and Brendon did what lovers do. as they laid down for after sex cuddles, Ryan's wings spread with a fiery aura. Brendon gasped and looked at them. "Woah..." they both said in unison. Ryan began crying. He didn't know what to do. He slowly pulled his wings back and put clothes on, going to the roof and sitting on it, staring at the moon and stars. Brendon followed after he put some clothes on. "Hey moon" Brendon said. "Please forget to fall down, don't ya go down" he said as he laid beside Ryan. Ryan kissed his lips softly. "Your lips are like sugarcane in the easy morning. Weather vanes. You're my one and lonely."

Brendon smiled and kissed his lips more. He notices fangs but said nothing. They laid on the roof talking until the sun rose.