Daydreams Can't be Real

CHAPTER 1

NICO

"Aaaaah! so bright!" I said as my mom opened the window curtains
"Nico! wake up! it's 12 in the afternoon!"
"ugh,i don't care"I said covering my face with a pillow.
As my mom got down stairs I closed the curtains again and I shoved my self on my bed . My eyes are swollen from the tears I cry every night . It still hurts me , it pains me that he's not gonna talk to me ever again . I miss him . It's been two weeks since our last conversation , the time I sent him that essay like message to him . I don't know , it's like ,he's my biggest downfall . He affects me so bad .
"Nicooooooooo!"
"what!"I shouted full of annoyance
"your friend is here"
Argh  I can barely hear her , when I was about to stand up my door opened and
"what do you wa--"
"nico"
"oh yvonne!" I said hugging her ,I really needed her
"nico your eyes! it's so --"
"Ikr."
"oh come on! stop crying for him! he's not even talking to you anymore!"
"but--"
"no nico! that guy? he's dead . Now nico get dressed ,we're going out"
"what?where?"
"just get dressed okay?"
"fine!"

****

I finished bathing myself now I've worn High waist shorts paird with my galaxy shirt,Tucked in . yeah it's me "yvonne!"
"oh great"
I found them chatting and laughing them meaning my mom and yvonne, great what're you two talking about
"mom,we're going out"
"yes,yvonne told me"
"can I-- uhh pocket money please"I said hesitating to get money from my mother , oh please give me
"here"she said handling me five thousand pesos
"wow mom,what's gotten into you?"
"oh nico,want me to get that back?"
"oh no,bye mom ,love you" I bid my mom goodbye as we got out of the condo
"so yvonne,where are we going tho?"
"we-- we're going to a party okay?we're partying today because of that guy. I wantyou to have fun today"
"awwww!Hypocrite!bitch"
"AHHAHAHAAH i know right" She said trying not to laugh

****

"so , nico . You were saying that this ashlie guy was your ultimate crush and---"
she stopped the moment she saw someone
"yvonne? why'd you stopped?"
"I think--I --I --uhh"
"what?"I looked back,the moment I saw him my tears fell out again . I saw him dancing in the middle of the dance floor , spotlight on them
"nico--I -- "
"let's go!"I said going out the bar
"nico wait ,I'll show you something"
and the next thing I knew ashlie isn't dancing anymore , he is about to fall from the punch yvonne gave him . Yes that's what she showed me .
"yvonne!stop!" I said pulling her . As I was about to see Ashlie's face this girl he was dancing with earlier was there even before I saw him .
"let's go nico"
I was left speechless . That girl who was that?
"yvonne! why did you do that! why!"
"nico I--"
"No yvonne ! you shouldn't have done that . Now--"
"nico I'm sorry . That guy ,he's just gettin' on my nerves"
"Moving on! Do you know the girl?"
"I -- uhh"
"tell me!"
"It's alyka,okay? The queen bee at 10th grade . The woman every guy is dying to be with.
Raevenne Gaile Alyka McRise ."
"oh that bitch"
"yeah , I know"
"anyway yvonne I'm gonna go . Mom texted me to go home early because there's this guy living with us her friends son . I don't know ."
"okay"

****
"oh my ! what happened to you dear?"
what? the guy?he's here already? I was hearing those shits the moment I'm at our doorstep . I opened it and went straight to my room
"Mom I'll just fix myself"I didn't even bothered to look at the living room I went upstairs . I smell like beer and my face is a mess .

Once I finished fixing myself I went down to see my mom and the guy
"so mom,who's this?"
"oh honey,meet Ashlie Cedricxon Damonde Panningthon"
what? did she just said ashlie? No! no! this isn't him It can't be right
"what! a-ashlie? panningthon?"
"yes nico,you know him?"
"n-no mom"

"you see damonde,my daughter nico is a good room mate"
as he was about to turn to my way he was gonna say something
"oh hey nico,I guess we're sharing rooms then?"
"No way! Mom?"
"no ! Ashgreiy Nicolette Watterson! you're sharing rooms whether you like it or not,and your room is big enough for you two to fit there"
"Fine! But I want separate beds!"
"yes nico!"
as she said that I went straight to my room . Ashlie shouldn't see my room like this . All of my book they all have ashlie's name on them ,and all of the guy . why him? why? why does it have to be him  . Why Panningthon! why?