My Decisions In Bits And Pieces

Indroduction From Cassie

So you already know my name I'm 17 years old and um it's my Junior year this year. My birthday is on July 22nd, So i age During the summer which I mean is kinda good right ? considering I can't be given balloons in the middle of class or a friend can't embarrass me in the halls. I guess you could say I'm pretty okay with my birthday being in the summer. Pool parties.. or pool Day since I have only two best friends and no boyfriend. I'm not too fond of relationships, but it's only because I get on Instagram, twitter, and Facebook and see how upset these boys have these girls sometimes. No thank you, I'm pretty happy with me keeping to myself, barely crying, and being able to smile when I want to and mean it. I get to start my Junior year at a brand new school. Evergreen High School to be exact. And even though I'm quite fond of new people, every time I became too open with new people, i was just called names and went through some dramatic changes within my first 2 years of High School... But new school, new start, new people, new opportunities awaited me in 2 weeks. My 2 best friends are Jackson and Isabelle. Jackson is transferring schools with me this year because he doesn't want me to start completely over. And he's a huge huge part of me, so the fact that I get to see him at school everyday makes me extremely happy. I'm kind of in love with my best friend. We've known each other for 4 years and he's just perfect. I just don't think he thinks of me like that. And plus I'm way too gullible and honestly my main problem with relationships is I have commitment issues. I want to be able to commit but it's so hard. I'd hate to hurt someone for someone else. It's happened to me too many times. My confidence isn't that great. My ex boyfriend Anthony Messed me all up Mentally. He brought me down with him every time he felt Upset or not so important. He'd make me feel 10x worse than he currently had been feeling. And It Hurt Bad. But I just... I was addicted. He was like a drug and I was obsessed. But thanks to Jackson He helped me through and welcomed me into his life with open arms. it took me 6 months to actually open up to him and trust him fully but he was patient.. But Anyways. Then There Is Isabelle, she'll still be going too Lanaday High School, where me and Jackson went with her last year. Sadly she doesn't have a license yet, she still has both of her parents and she loves where she goes. My parents ? Things got pretty bad between all of us. My parents always fought, I never got along with my dad and my mom just couldn't support me. So I moved in with one of my aunts and visited my parents And my little sister, Sydney, almost every weekend if I wasn't hanging out with Jackson and/or Isabelle. Well about 8 months ago, not to much longer than almost a year ago my parents got in a really bad plane crash and never made it out of the plane.. they passed away before the plane was even found and others were helped.. I wanted to stay with my aunt so my 5 year old Baby sister was given to another aunt considering the one I lived with is only turning 22 and she's still enjoying her life. I do visit my sister a lot now. i got my license a week after my 16th birthday and my aunt had bought me a car when i was 15 and had gotten my learners with me. She bought me the car so i had my own car to practice in and I'd have my own car as soon as I got my license. She pretty much spoiled me. I usually get everything I want to, shopping sprees, movies when I want to, anything. So I live with my aunt Amy. and she spoils me. I have no parents, I have only two Best friends, And I'm in love with one of them, the only sister I do have is 5, I don't live with her but I see her a lot, and that about sums that up. That Is me.