You've turn 18. You are a legal adult. (In any ways, as 18 means 20 in korean-age which is the legal adult age.) . You didn't have any parties and all, no big celebrations, because there was something wrong. Let me explain.
You were lying in your bed, suddenly memory started to kick in.
You were worthless, because you were a problem for your family. Your mother left you, why? You don't know. You won't know.
' I can't trust. I won't trust. I don't trust. '
Tears streaming down your face means you are going to die soon, too! You are just pure trouble!
It started after that day with Yoongi.
It only takes one sentence to kill a living being's soul. They haven't die physically. No. But they have inside. It started to kick in. No, it started to hit you like a truck. It was like lightning. Its powerful.
You went to a therapist on your birthday.
"Please tell me everything." The soothing voice of the mid-aged female therapist.
You told everything.
"You... are diagnosed with depression." You look jungshook (Not a good time to pull out a joke, author-nim.) af. Such a present.
"Now how will he love me every again?" You slam on her table. You are tearing up. No... No no no no! But...
You just get home, trying not to see any familiars.
' I want to go out. I need to go out. I want to make plans but my legs won't work. It won't go! It would never go. I'm a worthless piece of crap. '
You try to no cry every night. But you do.
You drag yourself out of bed but instead you do so just get late to school!
Theres no reason for living.
No one heard your cries for help! So shut up Y/N, shut up shut up shut up!!
Its so funny, Y/N do you actually know because I don't think you do and I AM YOU!
Theres no reason to get up from bed no more,
Your dream had been shattered.
Theres NO MORE DREAM! No more...
You wanted to graduate just in months before but now knowing you are so down hill you might kill yourself if you get out of control. (they rhymed. I did it on purpose - A/N)
You look at Yoongi, feeling bad since you know he wouldn't be glad if he knew his 'crush' was not a normal candy like other 'cuz she'd been crushed!
You got pills for your depression but you asked them just to drown yourself in it. You were walking back to your house, same stuff but only when you bumped into a mysterious person.
"Ah! Yah!" He shouts. Then he whistled. He seemed like he's pleased.
"I'm sorry. Now I'll--" You get stopped.
A man pulled you to the side. "Hey hey babe, you are mine tonight."
You scream, as loud as you probably can.
"Y-YOONGI! Y-YYOONGI!!!!"
You scream his name. You are sure he can't hear but you can't give up on life like this.
"At least let me do it myself." You mumble.
"You don't need to kill me." You giggle, "I'll do it soon."
You laugh like a maniac. You feel an urge to choke that guy, seeing his scared and confused face. You hands were held in the back by his hands and you were pushed to a wall near by. He soon became afraid of your laugh, and slowly letting go of your hands, unaware, and you took that opportunity to pull your hands out and punch him HARD in the face. He fell down you turn to the next guy only to see someone run over and knock him out.
"Y--Y/N, " The guy who knocked that out, "You okay?" He pants out of breath.
"Y-Yoongi.." You soon realised. You slowly wake towards him.
"You were near." You smile. You embrace him in a tight hug.
Yoongi was surprised but hugged you back. Later those two guys was arrested for sexual harrasment/sexual abuse.
You and Yoongi got together, too.
**Happy ending? Not yet. But 7-8-9 are planned to be happy.**
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