Don't Save Me

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*2 days later*

Camila's Pov

I checked with Doctor Syrene and she came out nervously to me. What is happening?

"Camila, you... have kidney cancer." She said.

"What do i have to do?" I broke down to tears, i know i will die. If somebody saves me they have a risk of sjrgical failure and i would have to live to see them die. Why?

"You have 2 months to live Camila, i am so sorry." Doctor Syrene said.

Syrene has always been my best friend ever and now seeing her cry knowing that i may die is very sad. I really didn't want anything to happen to em and Shawn but i will never ask him to risk his life. No.

I will be selfish. Sorry, Shawn, i can't.

"Hey, babe have you checked with the doctor?" He asked.

"Yea, it's just some food poisoning"  i lied.

I can't tell him i have cancer! He will die for me. I will never be normal and together with him again. I will lose him. No. I am sorry Shawn. I have 2 months and i hope you can make this the best 2 months of my life.

Shawn's Pov

Camila has been acting weird lately, maybe because of her sickness but i hope she is okay. I love her too much to see her hurt.

I made her porridge and food for the week because i didn't want her tk do so much when she can't really do anything because she is sick. I brought her to the same beach we became a couple at and she was so happy she looked like her food poisoning went away so quickly.

Her smile just makes me want to be with her for my entire life. Side by side.