ife...
Here I am... 13 years old
Finally a teenager
Outgoing and loud on the outside
Friendly and smiley
But on the inside its so different...
Its sad and lonely
No one understands.
I feel like im always by myself
Ive been bullied my entire life...
Im FAT
F.A.T
basically thats the only word to descibe me
When people do first impressions
They always have to be nice
They'll say talented or nice
I always know though that isnt what they think.
FAT
that is what everyone first notices
That your FAT
I would love to not be fat
IVE TRIED
its not like I can help it...
ried and tried and tried
To lose they weight but it just doesnt work...
I have an anxiety disorder...
Its from being FAT
thats all I think about all the time.
I try and be positive but it just doesnt work...
When im by myself all the thoughts creep into my head...
They dont leave!
GET OUT!! LEAVE ME BE!!!!
I want to be happy!
People dont get it!
I feel so alone!
Girls always say im so FAT
Guess what dont say it unless its true
When I say that everyone around me say dont say that...
Its not a lie! Everyone knows! Its not a secret guys!
I know everyone says they are fat but its really true for me...
I am OBESE...
I AM FAT
I AM FAT
I AM FAT!!!!
This is me Abbie Strock...
I am fat...
