ONE BAND ONE DREAM ONE DIRECTION

Flashback

Niall's POV
"Thanks for the coffee Niall" Liam thanked me.
I smiled at him . I really want to ask this , past months I've been busy now this surgery I need to know if anything happened.
"Um.. so anything is happening between Zayn and Harry ?" Soon I can see Liam and Louis frown .

An awkward silence . Shit.
I hate it. Why did I ask ?
" Um .. no .. I .. I mean no , they still hate each other" louis is completely embarrassed.
"How can you say hate ? Just because they don't talk now and some bitter things happened doesn't mean they hate each other" Liam is trying to defend his two best friends.
" If that isn't called hate , I don't know what is " Louis kinda whispered
"You mean four years and not a single hello ? " I asked though I know the answer .
"No" Louis simply states.
"But when we get the band together we need Zayn too right? " I know this is ruining everyone's mood but I have to ask.
"From Harry's point of view, NO" Liam answered .
"Yeah he feels , we can continue as OT4 as we did when Zayn left 1D. You know how Harry is " Louis' voice is deep.
"Harry's just hurt" Liam is somewhat like me, he too is feeling terrible but can't do anything .
" But can't we do anything to .." before I finish I'm cut off by Louis
" Niall please can we talk about it later ?"
Liam and I nod.

After having chats for a while , Louis leaves to meet Eleanor and Liam too cause he needs to go buy something.
And then again, I'm left in my own thoughts.
No matter how hard I try , I can't push Harry and Zayn out of my mind. how were they then , and how are they now.

Liam's POV
I feel bad for lying to Niall ,that need to go shopping, but if I stayed there , I know that topic would eventually return. I had to leave . As I close my eyes, I'm having flashbacks

" yeah that's true , I'm quitting 1D"

We are all astonished but Harry's the worst , he looks like someone ripped his heart from his body.

"What?" Louis finally able to speak . "You know right today isn't April 1st ?" " yeah I know , I just said what I said " he looks unaffected .

"But ... why ? " I look straight into his eyes.
"Cause I don't feel this shitty band make any good stuff now. All the songs are just same. I'm tired of everything. Just tour , tour , tour , tour and tour . Does anybody know what break means?" Zayn huffed .

"But you know this is a part of our lives , we all agreed to do this. We do this for our fans. Yeah I know we overwork , but what we do is worth it . We get so much love and respect."Niall looks irritated .
"But that doesn't mean niall, that we have to sacrifice our lives.  I got food disorder and developed anxiety... still I have to pretend everything is fine." He raises his voice .

"Is that the only reason , you're leaving?  You can have a break , but don't leave " I can feel Louis .
"No, louis , its not the only reason , I'm tired. This band doesn't allow me to express myself. I don't feel like I have any existence. And most importantly it doesn't make the music , I like . One Direction's music is not my type ."
What is Zayn saying ? Am I dreaming? My best buddy hates 1D?   I look at Niall , he looks helpless.
"But , why all of a sudden , why didn't you tell us before ? " louis questions.
"I felt this for many days , many years . I've  always wanted this . I never wanted to be in the band . It just felt this is the right time to leave "

We all are standing except Harry . We are trying to convince Harry but Harry is just sitting on the couch looking at his hands .

"But what will we do now ? We've just started OTRA tour . It ends thus year and you're leaving the band in the mid way ? You know right the management won't allow you to do this ?" Niall tried his last option to stop Zayn .
" I talked to them before . Management allowed me before the OTRA tour stated . I called Simon too. I'm ready to leave . It's was just you guys who were left to be said ." Is Zayn mad ? Literally hus band mates are one he considered to tell last ?

" But Zayn , what about fans ? You know how much they love you. ... they would be devastated to find out you left 1D"  I can tell Niall can break down anytime .
" I don't know ... can you guys please handle ? "  his tone is much softer now.
"But ... " I'm cut off by Zayn.
"Don't liam , I want to go "

" Then fucking go " Harry stands up .
" If you want to go just fucking leave right now . We don't need you. And we have no space for outsiders in the private place of band members. Just get out ! " Harry shouts .
Why is Harry making this worse ?
Zayn looks stunned . He didn't expect Harry to burst out. He stands still .

" What part of get out you don't understand? " He's not shouting but says boldly .
" You decided to leave , so why wasting time here ? You've got so much to do .. be a solo artist , sing new songs and gain fans . So what the fuck are you doing here ? His eyes turns red .

Zayn is still not speaking any word .

" Harry , please , try to look at his mental conditions . He is not feeling well in this band ."  Niall steps closer to Harry .
" yeah.. so he can leave , nobody forced him to stay " saying this his stormed into his room.

Louis pats Zayn's shoulder " Zayn I know how you're feeling... um .. go brother . Live your dream." 
Zayn gives us a fake smile .

After that night , Zayn is ready to leave for Bradford. We all are here , me , Niall, Louis, whole management , Lou, lux , sandy , dan  everyone . But where is Harry ? Is he still pisssed off ? He needs to understand Zayn's happiness.
Zayn hugged all one by one , lastly to his ex-bandmates. Us. Louis looks lost , Niall is crying, i  some how managed my tears.
" Where is Harry ? He needs to come once . " Louis went for searching him but coming to declare he won't come .
" Leave , he dont need to come " Zayn waved his last goodbye  and left .
Harry still didn't come .

" We're home" my driver wakes me from my thoughts .