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   I hate that feeling.
That feeling when you are sad bu you have no idea why .
You feel so fucking empty , but nothing in particular happened .
They ask you what's wrong , but you can't explain .
Or they don't even ask anything ; I don't know which one is worse.
It just feels like I miss someone I never met .
Like I need someone who doesn't need me .
The loneliness hovers over me; takes control over me. I don't even care.
I isolate myself on purpose. Sadness becomes  my best and only friends.
I start hating myself and I want everybody to leave me alone.
At the same time, I want to someone to hug me and to tell me things will be okay.
I simply hate that feeling.
That feeling when you don't even know what the fuck you're feeling .

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