I cry too much. Is not like it never happened but why? Why do I care? Why does it hurt me? Why do I feel like a piece of shit every time I remember his words? Why do I feel like I'm going to kill myself in a minute when I remember that one hour ago, Diego was sitting on me. Laying his head on my chest...
then I start remembering how fucked up my life is, that no one will ever feel more for me.
Steven P.O.V
Kylie was sitting in the corner of the living room. And I didn't know how to calm her down.
But because I'm literally fucking OBSESSED with making videos of people on my phone, that's what I did. So I was holding the phone so Kylie won't notice I'm filming, and I walked closer to her.
'Please calm down a bit please Kylie..' I said trying to make her stop.
'Steven... are people even going to notice or care if I would die?' She said trying to calm her tears. 'Kylie what the actual fuck are u talkin about bitch your not gonna die' I said. I thought she was going to laugh with me but she just looked at me. Wow. Her face was covered in tears. Her eyes were red.
I stopped the video and send it to Diego. I don't know why but he was such an asshole with that shitty attitude.
Diego P.O.V
I'm not sure why I did this to Kylie. She perfectly knew I'll be broke as fuck again. But I just didn't listen. I didn't want to do what a girl I've never hanged out with says, but I don't know. I saw Jess waiting for me in the park already.
'How come you're always late?! It's very annoying Diego!' She said with a voice that made me wanna think if I would loose something by punching her face right now.
I didn't say anything.
'So, I see you've changed your mind about me. Again. Who calmed you down yesterday? You can't even stay a few hours without me. Of course, when we are off.' She said.
'Kylie slept with me last night to calm me down. It was really helpful, but I hurt her by coming here for you when you don't even fucking worth it.' I said angrily
'So you didn't come here to say sorry and hug me again? Ur not here to say it was only your fault? Then you can go the fuck away, ok?! I know you will probably come back tomorrow saying sorry. Dickhead' said this hoe rolling her eyes.
I stood there watching her live. She's a fucking snake. And I made Kylie suffer for nothing. I'm such a dickhead. Jess was right. I'm so stupid I just hate myself.
I then get my phone and see a video that Steven sent me. Oh no. It was Kylie crying. Wait WHAT THE HELL?!?! Did she say something about her dying? Why? I'm just a stupid boy and she doesn't even know me for long. Her eyes were literally red. She cried too much.
Kylie was here for me when I was feeling the same. So I should be there for her now.
I ran home hoping she's still there. As I said ,Steven's house is not far away. So I was there in 1 minute. I saw Kylie in the car just about to live. When she saw me she quickly just went home. Fuck. It was so close! Fuck it! I'm so stupid. It started raining too. Oh shit. I need to ask Steven where she lives.
I went inside and saw Steven sitting on a chair. He looked so worried.
'Steven you have to give me her location NOW'
' I wouldn't but I trust you and I know you didn't mean those things so here you go' He said getting out a pen and a piece of paper writing down the location. I got the note and got in the car. I was there already. I can't believe I didn't end up without a car after all but I didn't care at this point. I knocked at the door.
She opened the door slowly. I thought she will close it but she just stood there smoking and crying.
'Kylie look I didn't mean those things. I'm an asshole I know. You helped me yesterday and I acted like I didn't care. But I do care.' I said hugging her. She hugged me back. I missed her hugs, but this time her hug was cold. It didn't make my body feel any warm sensations but it was still her hug. So I was happy enough with that. We walked inside. Her sister wasn't home.
💔End of chapter 6💔
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