Poems written via dork

What is it really

Oh am I
Am I really the one
Do I really hold your love
Why do you have to answer these questions
If that is really the life I see
What makes her better
Tell me why the lies
Even after I have the truth
You still cant tell me
So what is the word love
Is it just a joke to you?
Where is the trust
Did you ever care
When you didn't want to talk
Was it because I wasn't there to watch you
You refused to touch your phone with me by your side
So why did I not take that as a sign
When you decide to say
Every thing will change
I look into those eyes
And tell myself no
I can't continue on
I can't force myself to rot away
I have long gone
Into a spiral of depression
Of which you did not see
Because you were too busy texting
Someone who gave you the same impression
Of which you had given me
The bricks protecting my glass
Had been smashed with a kiss
And the glass was shattered by a true friend
Thank you for breaking my soul
Now hell will rain down upon yours
As karma takes its special revenge
On people just like you