Its okay...

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Jungkook's POV

at J M STUDIO~

"That bastard I swear" (JK's bro's name) growled as I finished my story. Still trying to get over the scene but for some reason I can't. It's like the end of the world and that I will never see my friends and family anymore.

Those eyes.....

That smile.....

Those kissable lips.......

Wait.

"No no no NO!!" I pulled my hair and kicked the air like some kid with tantrums. "Jungkook stop! I'm here" I heard my brother said those two last words and I stopped. Those words are the ones that always help me. I always remember my brother always saying those words when I react like that. Ever since we were young.

Then a surprising slam of a door scared me. Me and my brother looked at he door to see Soonyoung, Jihoon and Vernon. Tired and relieved. "We found you!!!"

They all shouted and ran to me then bombarded me with questions which made me uncomfortable. "Guys! Kookie is very upset, where are your manners?!." Everyone went off of me and went in a straight line like in the military.
"I'm so glad to have you guys." I smiled

~~~~~

"It's great we found you. If we didn't I wouldn't be here right now." Seokjin said as he hugs me for the longest time.

After all that drama with my bro and the hyungs, the others came and fetched me. Right now I'm in the hyung's house. Staying in the living room with Seokjin, Namjoon and Hoseok in front of me. I thought of staying the night with them again cause why not?.

"Do you want something for he night?"
"How about a movie?"
"A movie is too much for him. He needs his sleep."
"The how about a-"

"STOP IT PLEASE!". The room became silent, very silent that you can hear a pin drop from afar.
"I need time to think. Can we just sleep?" As soon as I said that everyone nodded and went up the stairs to their rooms. Doing whatever shit they want right now that I shouldn't be thinking about.

He's my all...

My universe....

My everything......

Yet he never felt the same way.....

"UGH. WHY DO I ACT LIKE A HIGHSCHOOL GIRL IN LOVE!!!!!" I hit myself with the nearest pillow and screamed in it. I rolled on the floor. Still screaming until I got tired of it.

It was too much to handle...

Too much to feel....

Yet I should stand my guard and go for it.

"I promise myself that I will forgive him tomorrow in person"

~~*the next day*~~~~

"Well Jungkook. You're up so early" Seokjin said, seeing me with a wonderful vibe around me "well today I'm gonna talk to him."
"Even after that incident yesterday?" He said with a worried face, I just shrugged it off "well to get away from miss bitch face. I want you guys to make a small time for me and Yoongi. Ya know like an apology..." I blushed and acted all shy for no reason.

"Oooooooooh. A tomato!" Hoseok said as he goes in the kitchen, going into our conversation. "Hoseok, he wants a 'time' with Yoongi today. Mind doing it for him?"
"Sure. Anything for Kookie." He said with his signature bright smile in his face. "I hope this would go fine."
"Nah it'll be great. Don't worry!" Hoseok said putting a hand over my shoulder.

"To make sure I'm on the right track. Jungkook wants to do a second confession and apologize?" Namjoon said kissing Seokjin Hyung and making his coffee. I blushed harder (if that was possible) as I heard that and hid my tomato face "yeah that's what he meant darling." Seokjin said. Hoseok got his phone and started calling Hoseok making us all went dead silent.

"Hey yoongs"

"Yea that was Hyung's cooking but anyway.
Kookie wants to meet you somewhere today."

"Yea. Afternoon? K how about 6 o'clock? Yea I'll tell him. Bye"

"You got luck my friend. He wants to see ya." After Hoseok hyung said that, I smiled and hugged him as tight as I could "thank you hyung! You're the best!"

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I wore my best clothes then put some lip balm to make sure my lips wouldn't dry while talking to him. I texted Hoseok if Yoongi's ready. He just said to go even though he's not answering

'I wonder what happened. I'm worried' I thought.

I went out with some headphones on and played a random song in my playlist.

Hoseok told me where he works so there was no problem in finding him, just use my phone to track it down then in a blink of an eye I reached my destination (if you thought of reached my destination as if it's Waze. Wonderful👏).

I walked inside the glass doors and asked the person on the counter near me where was he and told me that he already went out. 'Weird. He didn't tell me anything.'

Just before going out the big glass doors. My phone rang:

J: hello?
H:Jungkook! Something happened!
J:wait what?
H:just come to the hospital. I'll send you the location
J:k. On my way.

I checked the location he quickly send me. It was a hospital?! Now I'm getting as worried and psyduck dang it. I ran following the map in my phone. I ran in and saw Hoseok on one of the sofas in the lobby. He stood up just as he saw me.

"What happened?! Hyung! Tell me!"
"You need to follow me. Promise me you'll not run away this time." After telling me all this I fell silent and just nodded with an emotionless face 'Soo yun should be connected to this if he said that.'

After those words were told, we both were under the aura of sadness and frustration made my me. I just didn't want to see the face of that bitch forever but it's for Yoongi's sake.

We reached a room numbered 204-B like a class or dormitory number. We went in and saw one of the worst sights of Yoongi yet one of the best scenes in my life.

A crying Yoongi beside a sleeping Soo yun connected to a small wire connected to a bag of blood

——/END OF LE CHAPT/——

So end of this chapter eh?

I'm so sorry! 미안해! ごねなさい!(sorry)

I just graduated and now becoming a high schooler (that's why my English ish bad)

Also I left this book for a while cause I was mind blocked. All the emotional stuff happening and the comeback was too much and also I thought after this book (a very early plan). I would do a love story. Non-kpop cuz of sum of my friends who have Wattpad. I wanted something innocent. No bad words, no smut but there is a very (I wouldn't like to call) deep secret. I wanted to plan this in a very organize way and as early as possible.

I also started becoming active in composing songs cuz of my one and only greatest talent (well writing came out of nowhere and I'm bad at my English) which is in the group of music.

Also umm... there is a part two and I didn't want to make u guys wait longer!

(In almost on my goal to 1k so pls support!🙏☺️

Gud night/ morning/ afternoon/ day?..... yea. Hope u enjoy

(Also the damn memes distract me the most. Again very sorry!)

(This is the last I swear
This is the 30th part of this book! Very proud! Hoping to be more active cuz it's summer vacation!)

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