Does he love me back?

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Author's POV

Just as Jackson and Youngjae were getting ready to start binge watching Disney movies,of what they decided between the argument of Finding Nemo and Finding Dory, the front door opened, revealing Jaebum and Jinyoung. 

"Hiiiiii!", Youngjae said with his regular eye smile, but honestly hurt on the inside.

"Hey.", Jaebum said while heading his way to his shared room with Jackson. Youngjae watched as he went up until Jackson snapped him out of his trance.

"Come on, you are really in love, aren't you.", Jackson said more as a comment since he already knew the answer. Youngjae felt his cheeks heat up as he smiled shyly. They decided to watch Finding Nemo first since it came before Finding Dory.

A few hours later, Jackson is lying there, snoring his ass off. He leaned in to my shoulder, drooling like the fucker is a living waterfall. As I was pulling him away, I hear steps. I turn to look at see Jaebum walking down the steps. Each step he takes down is as if he is getting closer and closer to me. My heart beat abnormally fast, I can't help but stare. Jaebum glancing over at me for a split second, our eyes meeting and I FUCKING SWEAR I DIED FOR A SECOND!!! He looks away and I let out the breathe I didn't evrn know I was holding. I look down to see Jackson leaning against me again with a new puddle of drool left on my shoulder. I. Was. Done.

" WAKE THE FUCK UP! IF YOU'RE GONNA SLEEP, LEARN HOW TO FUCKING STOP DROOLING AND SNORING AND GO TO YOUR BEDROOM LIKE A NORMAL FUCKING HUMAN BEING!!!!!!!!" I bet you guess who's mouth this came out. Yup, mine.

Jackson wakes up, confused and horrified by the sudden yelling. He immediately backs away and finally learns how to fucking go to his bedroom, as he goes up the stairs into his room. I turn over to Jaebum in the kitchen and see his eyes widened and mouth gaped open.

"Heh... Heh.... I'm sorry", I say nervously.

His eyes go back to normally and slowly closes his mouth as he speaks," It's fine. I know how Jackson is. Would you like some water?"

"Y- Yes, thank you.", I say slightly flustered.

I hear him filling up a cup of water as the sound stops, it's replaced by footsteps making my heart skip a beat as I hear him come closer. He hand me the cup as a mutter a small 'thank you'. He sits beside me, drinking his own. I try to drink my water normally , trying to spill any, my hand shaking from the sudden closeness.

" So" "So" we both say at the same time.

"It's fine you go" "You go"

"No you go" "No you"

We suddenly burst into laughter. My heartbeat quickens, enjoying the interaction with my crush.

"Its okay, I didn't know what to say." Jaebum says in between small bits of laughter.

"M- Me too.", I reply. God damn it, why'd I stutter.

Jaebum chuckles softly and mutters, 'Cute' just loud enough for me to hear. I turn my head quickly over to him with widen eyes. He looks at me confused at first then realised what he said as his eyes widen just enough that they are almost falling out of its sockets.

Did he just call me cute. AWWWW MY HEARTEU I CAN'T TAKE THIS!!!...... Wait...... Does this mean that he thinks I'm cute AND if he thinks I'm cute THEN he might like me..... Right?! Nah this is too good to be true why would he like me BUT why would call me cute. Ughhh, I'm so confused. My head hurts. I should probably go to sleep. I turn to him for a split second until muttering a soft 'good night'(damn why are we always muttering. How would I know?!). I slowly walk away up to my room. I let myself fall on my bed as I'm slowly taken away by darkness.

Ha ha please don't be mad at me. Excuse my lazy ass and my sudden writers block. I'm sorry. Hope this was a nice chapter. I'm so very very sorry. It just suddenly all came back to me and I had an idea so I wrote it.

Here a beautiful picture of Chanyeol to make up for my absence. Oh and just if you're wondering I'll start my Chanbaek fanfic once I'm done with this one cause i don't want to feel pressured of updating two stories. Even though you probably know it'll take long until I finish this. GOOOOOD BYEEE💓💓💓

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