Hazel POV.
Its been a year now. A year since I lost augustus. A year since our little infnity. I never thought that when i went to the suppot group i would fall in love. I never thought that i would be alive for this long. Well since he passed i got the all clear but theres a high chance that it will come back. Isaac? Hes doing good i still see him but not as much. Hes managing he's still trying to get usto not being able to see and sometimes it gets all to much for him. I guess he just misses it. Misses having his best friend around, misses being able to see the wolrd right infront of him and not having to have people constantly describe it to him.
Im still so thankful. Augustus gave us a little infinity in the days we had together and that is something i will never forget.I loved him i truly completeley was madly in love with him. He might not be here to hold me, to hug me, to kiss me but nether the less im still completely in love with him and honestly i don't think thats ever going to chage but i know that one day i'll be with him.
I rarely go to suppot group anymore. As much as my mum wants me to i cant. I cant stand to be in the room where i first met him where i first fell in love because if i do i no i would just break down. You always have someting for your first love. Theres always going to be a eliment of love there. But its harder. Its not like we just broke up we were still very much in love, and then i lost him. I lost the person that gave me hope, i lost the person that showed me how to live again i lost him. And im never going to get him back. And sometimes i'll just sit there, thinking i'll go see augustus today. But then i remember i cant.
FIRST CHAPTER YAAAY. I'LL POST ANOTHER ONE SOON PROMISE. i love you like xo
