Ethan's POV
Y/n passed out right there on the spot, I sighed and i picked her up bridal. I was headed to my room, then Grayson came out. I looked at him wide eyed and he had his mouth open. "Ethan... uh why is y/n uh, WAIT IS SHE DEAD?" I rolled my eyes "no you damn idiot. the bitch passed out she had an anxiety attack." He gave me an angry look, i continued walking into my room and placed y/n down on my bed. I turned around and Grayson is still staring at me. "WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP STARING AT ME?" He sighed, "Ethan why are you doing this. Why are you all of a sudden mean to her? DUDE JUST YESTERDAY YOU SAID YOU FUCKING LOVED HER AND NOW YOU ARE CALLED HER A BITCH ACTING LIKE A DICK WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH YOU" I thought about it. Did they really think I stopped loving her. I honestly haven't but i have to act like i hate her. "Gray, you don't understand." He sighed and was about to leave but I stopped him "Wait. Who told you I ever stopped loving her." He shook his head "Well it was kinda obvious. You are basically just being like Andrea, and of all people her. You are as low as her." I looked down and he left. I sat down on the chair in my room and just broke down. I would never break down in front of y/n but i couldn't hold it back anymore. I walked over to her and took her by her hand and said "Never forget, I love you but I have to stop somehow. Her sleeve moved back and I saw something on her wrist. I turn her wrist around... there was at least 5 cuts on her. I dropped her hand. "No this isn't real. But she, she didn't. I wipe my tears and turn away from her.
An hour later
I look over at y/n to see her waking up. She sits up then she notices me, she becomes wide eyed. She looked down and asked softly "What happened?" She shifted her hair to the other side. I turn to turn off the Tv and said "y/n you know,you can die from cutting right?" She took a deep breath "Why do you care?" She looked toward the door. "Because you told me not to, you told me to imagine it was your arm, thats why i dont do it. So why are you doing?" She shook her head. "Yeah i said that before you broke me, now idc I do it anyway, this way i control pain i feel inside its better." I just looked at her. Now she is cutting herself because of me. I sigh. She gets up and she's barely able to walk. "Well, since you wanted to be a dick earlier, can you drive me to my hotel." I looked at her confused "Hotel?" She nodded. I yelled to gray "YO GRAYSON COME TAKE Y/N TO HER HOTEL IM NOT DOING IT" I say turning my head. She sighs and went downstairs. I wish i didn't have to do this, it hurts seeing her like this.
y/n POV
I went downstairs and Grayson came behind me, i was telling him where the hotel was. Then I saw their dad he went to the kitchen and asked "Where are you kids off to?" Grayson said "I m taking her to her hotel.¨ Mr.Dolan shook his head ¨No y/n is supposed to say here, and here is where she is gonna be.¨ I nodded and said ¨ Yes sir but can he just take me to get my things?¨ He shook his head again ¨I will get them for you.¨ I told him where it was and gave him the key to my room. I sighed and sat on the couch. The only thing, I could think about was cutting, being in control of my pain. Gray was in his room and so was Ethan. I went to the bathroom and sat on the tub, thinking if i should. I sighed and turned on the sink water i grabbed the razor blade next to the sink. I took a deep breath and cut.
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5 times I started to feel numb. It was working, it was taking the pain away. At least I thought it was, I tried walking to the bathroom door but i stumbled to get there. Blood still coming from my wrist. I stumbled onto the floor and i saw the door open ¨Ethan...¨ Was the last thing I said before i blacked out.
Ethans POV
I had invited my new girlfriend to the house. Gray left to take y/n home, this is the perfect time. I heard a knock on the door. I ran downstairs and open the door. There she was Zarian Brooks
I kissed her ¨Hey baby.¨ (Im so sorry Zarian this is cringe but get over it) She smiled ¨Hey. Before we go out I need to go to the bathroom.¨ She opened the bathroom door ¨ETHAN!!!¨ I ran to her. It was Y/n on the floor.
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Keep Forgetting / E.D (Book 1)
Fanfiction(Story has a changed context)A girl's father forces a boy to marry his daughter because he knows if the boy gets married or has a girlfriend his daughter will be sad he hated his daughter being sad. His threats are worst...
