Dear Diary

June 22, 2014

Dear Diary,

My parents fought again. They are always like this, i am currently in my room but i can hear them both shouting at each other... This sucks, i hope my brother comes home soon.

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My name is Aliyah Smith. I'm 17 turning 18 in 4 months. Currently in senior year. I love writing entries on my diary because it's the only way i can express myself. I'm asian so definitely there will be some mistakes of my sentences and grammar so bear with it. And this is my life... I currently have no friends, but i did have some when i was in 9th grade but some things really happen for a reason... People leave and some new people will come in your life but i don't want to have any friends anymore because i'm sick of people betraying and talking behind my back.

I love skating, traveling and i'm a licensed scuba diver. My parents really love to travel and so am i so whenever they go out of the country i go with them because it sucks staying at home doing the same shits, like waking up early, surfing the net, fangirling, watching fall out boy and other bands on youtube, watch anime (yes anime indeed ) , and skate ..that's why i wanted to try other things too and go to other countries. My all time favorite is Japan because people there are cute and really nice and their food is just oh so good!

"So tomorrow is the day huh.........i'm a senior now. Ugh i'm talking to myself again." And then my mom called me from downstairs and so i went there and saw my mom looking crap, what the hell happened.

"Mom, what happened to you?"

"Nothing sweetheart, i just want to tell you that your dad and i are going to divorce."

I'm shocked. I don't know what to feel. Divorce?! But why. What's the reason. They are always like this it's like their fighting is just normal for them but not for me.

"Mom.. What is going on? W-why are you guys divorcing? Please tell me your kidding"

My mom didn't say a word anymore. She looks tired and look crap right now. I know she doesn't want to talk about it anymore but i have the right to know right?! And where the hell is my brother! Ugh when i needed him the most that's the time he's not here.

I rushed outside and kept running and running and running and running and running until i got tired and went inside library and stayed there, i went to some place where i can burst out crying.

I thought my family is all good. Having fights are just normal. But why do they have to decide to get divorce so sudden?! I don't understand.

I get my phone and stare at it for awhile .............oh i forgot i don't have any friends to call. I only have my brother's number, my mom's and my dad. Oh well.

But ..... All i can say now is, i'm afraid to have a broken family.