Nightmare (Jack Johnson/Jack Gilinsky/ Shawn Mendes Fanfic)

The Break Up

Chapter 7

Ashley's POV

I decide to get comfortable since this will be where i'll be staying for probably months until i get my apartment. There is no fixing this i'm completely done with gregory, he does not trust me at all and he made no effort to fight for me so i'm done. He'll see what he had once it's gone and he'll never get it back. I hope he realizes how much I did for him, I cooked for him, I cleaned for him, I did the laundry, I did everything for him... yeah he would cook for me every once in a while but he never usually did. 'stop thinking about him, you're just making it harder on yourself.' I tell myself. I pull myself together and get out my phone and google some flats in the area. There are a few that interest me and they're very close to Lauren's house which is great, i'm going to need her to get through this. I'm not going to fall into depression or anything because I know he wouldn't and i'm not going to give him the satisfaction of ruining me. There's 3 apartments that look very nice.. one is a 2 bed 2 bath, which is nice but i kinda want something slightly bigger just in case. There's another one about 15 miles away thats 3 bed 2.5 bath, that sounds good. Forget the other one and let's google the complex for that second one and make sure it's safe because the advertisement isn't always the best thing to trust. I google it and it's all good reviews... should I go see it now or should i wait for Laur? Just as I think that i hear a key enter the door. laur's home... she unlocks the door and steps in with all the boys... she notices me and jumps a bit but then realizes its just me. "what are you doing here? i thought you went to go see greg?" she asks me and the boys look worried but confused. I go to answer but then the break up finally hits me and I start to cry. laur runs over and rubs my back as I hug her and cry... the boys look awkward as they stand there wondering what happened. Taylor of course is standing over there rolling his dumb ass eyes. He really gets on my last nerve, I finally calm down and I see Cameron and the Jacks walk over and they all ask me what happened. I tell them the entire story and how he didnt even try to fight for me, and as I say that I hear Taylor chuckle. everyone turns to him like what the fuck is your issue dude? Except I actually say it out loud. He visably get angry and just says "I'm not surprised he didn't fight for you, you just want the attention from everyone." everyone is gaping at him like they've never seen this side of him before except nash and cameron because they heard us fight the first time at magcon. laur says " taylor what the actual fuck is your problem, she just broke up with her boyfriend of 4 years and you're going to fucking insult her?!? who the fuck do you think you are?" she says beginning to stand up but Nash grabs her in a hug before she slaps him or something. I just stand up and get in his face "you dont know shit about me or what i've been through so I suggest you shut the fuck up before I fucking make you!!" I say getting louder towards the end and Gilinsky comes and grabs me but it's too late because i've already punched the shit out of his face. He stumbles back, slightly shocked but my punch wasn't enough to knock him out obviously. Everyone looks extremely shocked and scared except Gilinsky and Johnson, must be because they've been in plenty of fist fights in Omaha. Gilinsky pulls me away from Taylor whose eye is beginning to swell, good. Gilinsky whispers in my ear, "calm down babygirl, it's ok, you hit him now calm down please babe." His soothing, deep voice calms me down and i see that cameron and johnson look extremely jealous as well as Carter??? hmmm i'll see about that later for now let's focus on Taylor. He begins to storm over to me and he gets in my face "don't fucking touch me you little whore. touch me again and you'll regret it" I give him a poker face to show that he doesnt scare me at all, and me being the bitch I am, I purposely poke his shoulder and say, very sassily I might add, "oops guess I just touched you, now what the fuck are you gonna do bitch?" with a smirk on my face. Everyone rushes over to us to try to hold Taylor back but he's already slapped me, but he hits like the little bitch he is. Everyone stops in their tracks and stare at Taylor like he's gone mad which I think he did. I just laugh and say, "you think that hurt? you hit like the bitch you are. I was abused as a child so im used to being hit by a man. and you're just a little boy so I suggest if you wanna hurt me then i'd try and hit harder." he looks shocked and Dillon and Aaron are already there holding him back before he hits me again. "you little bitch you think you're the shit huh?" he yells angrily and I just smirk at him to piss him off. By now most of the boys are holding him back except the Jacks, Cameron, and Nash because he's still holding Laur who looks like she's going to kill Taylor. Gilinsky is still holding me back but he's 6'1 against a 5'3 girl like how can he not handle me? The rest of the boys drag Taylor into one of the MANY rooms Laur has in her house so he can cool off. The boys who stayed right here break into fits of laughter and grins including Laur at Taylor's stupidness. "when you told him he hits like a bitch, his face got so red, I thought he was gonna explode." Johnson manages to say between fits of laughter. Gilinsky adds, "you have one hell of a right hook Ashley!" I smirk and say "well duh, i've been in quite my share of fights." They all look extremely impressed except Laur who looks normal because she already knew about this. Cameron says "well damn I guess little Ashley's a bad ass huh?" I just smile and roll my eyes. he finishes with "thats hot as fuck" I blush and look at my shoes while I realize Gilinsky is still holding me. "ummm Gilinsky, you're still holding me..." he smirks and flashes me his shit eating grin and answers "but i'm enjoying this position and you know you are too." i raise my eyebrows at his bluntness and just slip out of his now not so strong grip and say "you wish Gilinsky, are you trying to flirt?" I smirk after I say that last part. He looks a bit flustered and stutter while trying to say "n-no I just thought since you didnt complain for a while, you were liking it. " I smile at him and just say it's fine and that there's no need to be flustered. He smiles slightly and blushes as well. Johnson takes the opportunity to say "aww wittle baby Gilinsky blushing awww" while laughing. Gilinsky slaps him in the back of the head and says "just because you're older doesnt mean I ain't bigger than you and can hurt you" we all chuckle and hear various footsteps coming back towards us. Taylor and the rest of the boys walk back into the den and Taylor looks at me with a look of pure hatred but covers it up quickly and puts on a fake smile. "I'm sorry Ashley, I was extremely rude and I apologize for being such a dick towards you." I just say "it's all good just try not to be a dick next time..." we shake hands and Laur goes into the kitchen to get him some ice for that eye of his. As she walks by Taylor, she purposely bumps her shoulder into his chest and I chuckle. Gilinsky comes up behind me again and whispers in my ear, "so what do you wanna do?" his hot breath fans all over my ear and neck giving me goosebumps and running chills down my spine. I shiver and I can already tell he's smirking at my reaction toward him. I step away from him and say "lets just watch a movie, how about The Sandlot?" They all look confused and say, "What movie is that?" I gasp loudly and say "WHAT THE FUCK HOW HAVE YOU NOT SEEN THE SANDLOT THATS THE BEST MOVIE OF ALL TIME!!" they look weirded out by my outburst and just sit down on the couches available in the den. As I bend over to pick out The Sandlot I hear some awkward coughs and I smirk, I grab the movie and turn to see the Jacks, Cameron, Nash, Carter, and Taylor with red cheeks. Why the fuck does Taylor have red cheeks? Maybe he's just angry again but Nash and Carter are ass guys so it's expected but the Jacks and Cameron look at me with some sort of hunger and lust in their eyes and it's extremely sexy to be honest. There's only 2 spots, one in between both of the Jacks and another next to Cameron. There's an empty spot next to Nash but i already know it's for Laur. I go to sit between the Jacks because they're funny as fuck. Cameron looks hurt and I feel bad but I just relax and press play. "Laur hurry up, I put on The Sandlot our favorite!!" Within seconds, she runs in and sits next to Nash and looks at me with a smirk. I roll my eyes and put on the captions and play the movie. When its about 15 minutes in, I feel a hand on my right knee and I'm surprised because Johnson is the one on my right. I look up at him and he has a smirk on his face. I just roll my eyes and focus on the movie again and not 10 minutes later, I feel the hand slide up towards my inner thigh. I try to smack it away but Johnson keeps it firmly planted on my thigh. His smirk grows even more if that's even possible. I just ignore it and keep watch the movie and about 20 minutes later, he moves it dangerously close to my 'area' and at that point, I stand up and say I have to use the bathroom. Johnson looks at me with a knowing look and sits back comfortably with his hands on his head. I walk away into the bathroom and think. I expected that from Gilinsky but not Johnson and to be honest, it really turned me on. I just check my phone for any calls or texts and nothing just some tweets and shit. I walk out and get pushed up against a wall away from the movie. It's dark so I can't see who it is but then they speak and I recognize the voice. It's Johnson... I go to ask him what the fuck he's doing but before I can speak he pushes his lips against mine. We kiss for maybe 2 minutes before I pull away and start to walk back to the movie. I feel a slap on my ass and turn to see Johnson smirking again. Oh my god, I did not expect Johnson to be that cheeky, but I kinda like it. I walk back to the movie and sit in my seat, leaning my head on Gilinsky's shoulder and I feel myself start to doze off so I tell everyone goodnight and walk towards the second bedroom. I grab my bag with my pajamas and my bathroom stuff. I walk by Johnson and I smirk at him and he starts to follow me up the stairs. I put my bag in the room and before he can come in I look at him and just shake my head at him and tell him not just yet. I close the door locking it just in case any of the boys want to try anything. I change into my pajamas and brush my teeth. I put my hair into a braid and lay down in the bed. I reflect over everything that happened today and feel sad but yet relieved and free. I close my eyes and before I fall asleep fully, I picture Johnson's face and fall asleep thinking of him. Least to say, I had a very nice dream. 😏

Hopefully you liked it, I enjoyed writing it. This was slightly sexual so there might be more of this, if not maybe more explicit 😅 -Ashley

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