Let me help you

When the change began

Few weeks passed. [Name] was invited to a party with her boyfriend Jinsoo. I couldn't disagree since she was so eager and excited to go to one. She never really partied without us. I mean we were at a few clubs to hang out, but it was always with our close friends. I was worried. It was a completely new environment for her, with new people that I clearly don't trust. But again, I couldn't take her happiness away. That night she dressed up in a pretty purple dress, she looked gorgeous and I saw a rare smile on her face. Full of hope for happiness and a better future. She went to the party at around 9 pm and told me not to wait for her, but I promised myself to stay awake until she comes home, no matter how tired would I get, so I can be sure that she was okay. My dad wasn't home that time, it was just the two of us. I was watching something on my laptop all night long, when I heard the door opening. I could make out some soft sobs, but I really hoped it was just my imagination. My lil sister's door slammed shut, and i decided to go and see what's wrong.

"[Name], are you okay?" I knocked gently, the air it froze in that moment.

She popped her head out a little
"Y-yeah, yeah, everything's fine I'm just-uh tired! The party was too long and it was really cold outside so... yeah, we will talk tomorrow, okay?" She stuttered all over, and I could hear her voice shaking.

"I know you, you never stutter unless something bad has happened. [Name], you have to te-" I started but she interrupted quickly.

"Tomorrow Taehyung, tomorrow.. I promise, just..I can not now.." she whispered.

"Okay, I understand. Want me to come and sleep with you?" I knew whenever she was scared or something bad had happened previously she would ask me to come and snuggle with her.

"Yes, please" she answered quickly and opened the door wider so I could enter.

I immediately flopped on her bed, waited for her to get into her pj's and then hugged her really close after she climbed in the bed. I caressed her hair, so she could fall asleep faster. Within minutes I heared her heavy breathing therefore I drifted into dreamland as well.

~The next morning~
I woke up to the sunlight hitting my face coming from the window. I streched a little and rubbed my eyes to ajust my sleepy head to reality. I looked to my right just to see [Name] gone. I supposes she had gone to make some breakfast for us, since she always did that in the weekends. I had no idea what time it was, but I guessed it was around noon, since we had gone to sleep really late last night. I got up from the bed, went to wash my face quickly and rushed down to the kitchen as soon as fresh food's smell hit my senses. As soon as I looked to my sister, my heart sank. She just stood there, reading a letter, sobbing there uncontrolably while bacon and eggs were on the table already. She heard me step into the kitchen, and snapped her head at me

" What's wro-?" I started but she interrupted me suddenly.

" WHY.....? Taehyung, why?! Why didn't you tell me, you will leave to Seoul to become an idol trainee in a few weeks? When were you going to inform me about it? ON THE WAY TO THE AIRPORT?.. h-how.." her tears, like rivers flowed on her cheeks and her voiced cracked several times.

I could not answer her. I did not have a clear explanation, but I felt so much regret. Seeing her crushed like this, hurt me deep down and I didn't know how to comfort her. I knew she had other stuff she was dealing with since yesterday, unfortunately she found one of BigHit's mails right now... I stood there frozen, trying to mutter something

" I-i am so sorry [Name], I didn't know when to tell you... i-i couldn't find the right moment and...and..." I was lost for words, I couldn't even explain properly. She shook her head like she didn't want to believe the reality and put the letter down.