THAT GIRL

Part 19

The past few weeks have been hectic. I seriously don't know what to do I just wake up than eat than sleep than wake up then sleep.
Well in simple words I miss school an so fucked up when I have school I don't wanna go but now there is no school I freaking miss school.

Fuck it's 2:30 pm I didn't realise I was taking a shower for so long. I walk out of the washroom take a simple black shirt and shorts and running shoes tie my hair in a high pony. Yes I have decided that I'll work out and have a fit body . It's my dream that never came true.

I just walk out of the house informing my parents I'll be back in half and hour.

The hot air makes me feel good I walk around the park watching children play. Childhood is such a pretty little thing when we are children we wish to grow up soon when we grow up we wish we were children's again.

I sat at a nearby bench thinking about my childhood I was an average child not too loud not too silent I was grow in Canada while my native place is Alaska so there was a difference.

I remember the first day to my play school I met this girl Harper I remember her name well because I couldn't pronounce her name right so I called her hammer and this girl was really weird. I remember she used to talk to herself and eat her hairs the children told that she was possessed by something evil they all bullied her I camplained about this to the teacher. The very next day she disappeared. Some told they moved away and some told she killed herself I don't know but I really wanted to know what happened to her.

I shook my head it's been 10 years i went home took a shower changed into something comfortable and had a chat with my friends. Mary i especially miss that girl she is working in a parlor right now.

Went down to see everyone was enjoying themselves life is so unexpected I eat my food quietly and walk back to my room wear my headphones and listen to my BAE James Arthur I don't know why I just feel weird. Life is so unexpected its like a big roller coaster u meet different people u experience different feelings I really want someone to talk with.

Maybe I have finally decided to became something

OR

Maybey periods are near because I act like this only when I'm on or near my periods

Well let's hope the holidays will bring something new in my life

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Finally I'm so sorry
From today I promise I'll update daily

Yours lovely

HAFSA