Not the same

Chapter 1

It was the first day of senior year and I was so happy to see my best friend Jessica. She had been gone in Florida all summer and I was just hanging around the house all summer. We texted a few times but never really had a real conversation. I was pulled out of my thoughts when my mom called my name. It was just me, my mom, and my brother. My father died when I was 10 of lung cancer so I never knew what it was like to have a father. My mother called my name again "Anastacia Ann! You are going to be late for school!" "Coming mom!" I ran down the stairs and grabbed my bag. "Can't wait to see all the hot chicks." My brother is such a player. We got to the school and there was already the two fuck boys by the doors waiting for my brother. Grayson looked at me and winked and Ethan grabbed my ass. I gave them both a look and they started laughing. I found Jessica and we hugged for like 5 minutes. (It was only 1 minute and a half but who cares.) I grabbed the books that I needed and headed to first period with Jessica. We only  had a few classes together. We sat near the back cause all the goody goodies sit near the front and we are not good kids. Then the two fuck boys come in and sit right behind us. Grayson behind me and Ethan behind Jessica. All during class, Grayson kept looking at me and his face kept getting red. The bell rang and that meant 2nd period. Gym. Great. (Can you sense the sarcasm? Nvm.) I grabbed my bag and went to gym. This was one of my classes that I don't have with Jessica. When I was changed, I saw that Grayson was in my gym class. Great. The girls were playing basketball and the guys were just sitting on the bleachers watching. Basketball was one of my favorite sports to play. The whole time Grayson was watching me and only me. His face kept getting red every time I would catch and I was just laugh to myself. When gym was over, Grayson came up to me and said "Would you like to hang out after school?" I said "Sorry. I don't hang out with fuck boys." With that, I ran to go get changed. The bell rang and it was time for lunch. (Skipped through 4th period.) Me and Jessica found our usual table in the corner where no one could see us. She was ranting on and on about Florida when Ethan and Grayson sat with us. "Oh guess what?" "What?" I said. "I have a new boyfriend and he is in this grade and he goes to this school!" "Great! Who is he?" "Ethan." "WHAT! YOU CAN NOT DATE ETHAN! HE IS A FUCK BOY!" They all just looked at me in awe. Jessica stormed out of there with tears in her eyes. I ran after her into the bathroom. I said "I'm sorry Jessica. I shouldn't have said that and you have the right to date anyone you like. You can date Ethan if you like." She looked at me and said "I'm sorry I didn't ask you to date him. But you also don't need to tell me if I can or can't date him. Thank you Anastacia." We ran back to the lunch room and the boys were waiting there for us. We sat down and Jessica, Ethan, and Grayson started having a conversation. I just starred off into space until I was pulled out of them by Grayson saying "You coming baby girl?" I just rolled my eyes and walked out of the room so I could grab my bags for 5th period. I went to 5th period and Ethan was in it. Great? Ethan wasn't that much of a fuck boy as much as his brother was. Grayson had a girl in his room every day and night. It was disgusting. I sat next to Ethan and the late bell rang. All through class I couldn't concentrate because I have had a little crush on Ethan ever since junior year. But no one knows. Not even Jessica. Ethan talks to me making me come out of my thoughts. He says "you know, Anastacia, that Grayson likes you right? He never stops talking about you and he hasn't had a girl in his room for over 2 weeks. And that's not normal." I just rolled my eyes and started writing down the notes that were on the board. The bell finally rang and I grabbed my stuff to get ready for the last period of the day. Yay! I was at my locker when Grayson came up to me making the bitchy girls give me dirty looks. He said "I will make you a deal. Let me take you on a date. If you have fun, then we get to be friends and maybe more than friends. If you don't have fun, then I will leave you alone and never bother you again." I said "Hell no. I am not going out with you in public. So no." I then started walking to my 5th and last hour class. When I got in, I sat in the back like I usually do. Then Grayson walked in and sat next to me. Perfect. All through class, he kept starring at me and his face getting red when I would catch him. When school finally ended, I went to my car and got in not wanting to wait for my brother, Sebastian. I went to Starbucks to get a double chocolaty chip large drink. I was waiting for my name to be called, and Grayson ran in with Ethan in tow. They ordered and went to go sit at a table when Grayson said something to Ethan and they started walking to my table. They sat down and they started talking. My name was called so I got my drink and sat back down. Grayson said "I am not a fuck boy if that's what you think. I may look and sound like one, but I am not a fuck boy." "Whatever Grayson." With that I left and went home. I got home and it was just me because my mom travels a lot because of her job and my brother was probably stuffing his tongue down some girls throat. I went to my room and sat on my bed going through my Instagram feed, cause I have like 1.3 Million followers. I was scrolling when the doorbell rang.