I decided to name the new oc Madeline Rose
Have some lil doodles of herAlso i finally cut my hair and im so happy
I actually have pretty eyes
I also have a bit of a story to tellMy mom and I went to a book signing to meet Chrissy Metz from This is us and I thought it would be fun and I'm sure it would have been if it weren't for the fact that we spent over an hour standing outside in line and I couldn't stop shaking because it was so goddamn cold oh my god! Once we finally got up to her table, I was so so cold and in a hurry to get out of there that I ended up being super awkward and hardly said a word to her and istg i cant stop thinking about it and regretting it.
Completely unrelated though, the next day i got up early to go shopping with my dad and siblings because I wanted to get something and i had to sit and listen to my dad tell us that we were weak and lazy for wanting to sleep in.
I got what i wanted but my dad just kinda ruined the rest of the day so I'm still pissed off about that.I lowkey just feel like I don't actually exist and its a really weird feeling