How had it already been a month? The funeral came around too quickly for Victors liking, it was horrible... even worse hell. Victor couldn't bring himself to look at Yuuri's cold, lifeless body laying in the open casket during the wake before the burial. The burial was the hardest, saying his last goodbyes... Victor stayed by the grave right until he was completely buried and everyone had left. It was nearing midnight and even though he didn't want to leave Yuuri's side, he knew he had to go... He just couldn't bring himself to say goodbye to the love of his life... He promised Yuuri he would bring gifts and visit everyday.
But...
Victor hadn't left the condo since the funeral and it had been nearly three weeks. He spent all of his days laying in bed cuddling Yuuri's favourite top that he used to sleep in, it still smelt like him. He just couldn't let go no matter how hard he tried. His family had been to see him but he couldn't say anything without crying. sometimes he just felt like giving up. He had tried so much to get rid of the pain he was feeling. He just felt so empty inside,everything was heavy like the darkness was taking over.
He lost the will to live completely after four weeks. He couldn't go on. Everything he tried to do reminded him if his lover in some way and ended in Victor breaking down on the floor. Yuuri... Remembering the days when they would spend all day in bed cuddling. Victor lost it, crying again. He couldn't live a day longer... He had to see Yuuri again...
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I loved the days when we used to cuddle,
you would smile and stroke my head. Telling me how your day had been.
I miss those days.
I need to see you again love.
I hope you remember me,
will you be waiting for me , I hope you are.
Sorry for the blood on the page, I just can't handle the pain.
I know I may seem weak but it's hard.
This is getting hard to finish,
There is blood everywhere.
I'm coming to see you my love,
Open the golden gates and wait for me,
I'm getting my wings,
I'm on my way love...
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can't go on...
Short StoryVictor and Yuuri had been married for three years before everything spiralled into a world of darkness... Everything seemed to go wrong right at the moment when he lost his entire world... he thought that he couldn't live on without him... he had to...
