All dispersed to their rooms... Ap took Swara with her in a corner...
What you have decided beta!! Ap asked cupping her face
I have not decided anything Badi maa... I have not made plans that how I will react in a particular situation but one thing I m sure I m not going to give up on him , not atleast this time... And that's all what I can say to you at this moment but if now also Sanskar says that I have to leave him then I will leave!!.. Swara said..
Don't know from where you get so much strength beta... May God bless you!!.. Ap said and left from there blessing her...
As soon as Ap left Swara moved her steps towards the kitchen because she knew , forget about his vitamins,he hasn't taken anything since morning unaware one pair of eyes was watching her ...
She prepared Maggi as it was quick to make and she was too tired to make authentic dinner.. She holded the tray in her hand and moved towards their room... She wanted to sort out all these things today itself be in her favor or not but it has to end today itself.... She wanted peaceful sleep that night.. She was too tired to cry more on her fate...
She reached his room and saw him sitting on the bed facepalming himself.. She knocked in the door to grab his attention..
He saw towards the door and there she was standing with a tray.. " Huhh.. How stubborn this girl is !!.. At this moment also she is caring about my food" He thought... He was very well aware that she has come to make hi m eat something and then his medicines ..
She moved in and placed the tray on the table and said " Sanskar have something I know you are hungry and dare you to question back " in a calm yet strict voice..
He chuckled seeing her reaction and she narrowed her eyes at him..
You eat I will come!!... Swara said but as soon as she got up to move Sanskar got hold of her wrist..
Again leaving me!!.. Sanskar said coming close to her in a deep voice flooded with emotions... Till now he was silent but he concluded that his silence could only make the situation worse ... His silence has done enough damage to let her go earlier.. They would not have to face the present situation if he had stopped her earlier only showing his possession but now also it's not too late to say her that he loves her ... He loves her so much ..
Swara saw towards him and his captivating eyes again showed the same love concern which he had when he confessed his love to her for the first time...
You only always keep ranting that you don't love me and I should leave your life!!!.. Swara said being so tired of faking emotions that she won't be hurt but this time she choose to speak out her emotions....
Sanskar pulled her towards him holding her hand...
Why can't you understand what I want??... U can't see that I want you in my life... Can't you fight for me??.. Sanskar asked..
Why me??... Why always I have to fight ... Why always I have to understand??.. Why always I have to prove that I love everyone , I m not characterless, why always I have to understand?? Just one mistake I did that I doubted that you kidnapped Ragini that also because you can do anything in your anger and for that also I literally begged your forgiveness... And I m begging your love now also... Do you know how much bad I felt when Ragini insulted me not because she insulted me but you kept quiet when she was checking my bag...you believed I signed divorce papers.. You believed I asked for alimony!!... Swara's retorted back , tears were falling from her eyes she couldn't control more... She was tired of proving herself, tired of begging love...Sanskar was too shocked seeing her condition.. He immediately cupped her face...
No Swara I never believed that you asked for alimony!! Sanskar said cupping her face..
Swara gave a sad laugh
But your actions showed it.. You didn't speak anything at that time but your silence pierced my trust and yoy say that I do not understand you if I would not have understand you than I would have left you on the same day when I came first day to confess yoy my love...you asked me that I will again leave you so listen Mr. Maheshwari ... Yes, I will leave you because I m tired of all these things , u know what thought comes in my mind that death will be more peaceful for me than my life!! Swara said controlling her tears but they were again and again betraying her..
Just shut up Swara... What the hell you are speaking??.. How can you even think like that??... Sanskar asked in a full rage voice holding her shoulders tightly but still it didn't pain her because the pain which she was holding in herself was more than that..
You became so angry just because I said about my death but you know what how many times I have died in these days when you let Ragini insult me when you never touched my handmade food, when you named my love as greatness , when you hugged Kavita.. You know I have died thousand times in these days Sanskar ...I used to think that you will never leave my side no matter how many stupidity I will do but I didn't think Sanskar that my one mistake of mistrusting you will cost me this much that even after my self respect is almost killed I m still begging in front of you for your love... Is this the base of our relation Sanskar??.. Is this your love that you can't forgive my one mistake??....Is this your love that you killed my self respect in these days just because of my one mistake... Swara's lips were trembling while speaking but still she poured her heart out , she was badly hurt and she wanted her answers... His actions had hurted her badly and after all she is also a human..
Sanskar was seeing towards her with tears in his eyes.. To protect himself from a heartbreak unknowingly he broke her heart thousand times ... Everyone has thought Swara as a strong person but those days Sanskar was his strength but when her strength was snatched from her she still fought for him ... Self respect is most important for a human but still she kept it at a side for Sanskar but what she got at end humiliation mistrust..
He again cupped Swara's face wiped her tears with shivering hands...
I am so Sorry Swara... I m sorry !!! Sanskar said bowing her head down not knowing what to say and what to do...
Precap - Last shot
