Justin's POV:
" The last few days things between me and Tyler has heated up. It's been a lot of flirting, a lot of touching, and a lot of kissing. Like the other day I went to his place but his brother wasn't there and his parents. Were gone so I went up to his room, and five minutes later, We're on the bed basically grinding on each other. I haven't told Chris that I'm into guys, specifically Tyler but I plan on soon because he's my best friend and this is a secret that I shouldn't be keeping from him. I don't know how he react but the fact that I don't like his brother but you know I really like Tyler so it's worth a shot. I want to take him on a date and officially asked him to be my boyfriend but I'm not sure how and where we should go."
California is in the middle of a heat wave so I stop at Starbucks on my way to class. " hi, may I help you." The Barista said with a greeting smile. " yes can i get a venti pink drink." I paid, she gave me my receipt, and I was sad to table and wait for my order number to be called. As I wait go to Instagram.
After I get my Starbucks I head class, my first class was business and management which I don't really need for what I'm going school for so I just don't pay attention, So I text Tyler .
*messages*
J- Hey, bb wanna hang out after school.
T- "bb" haha but yea love too. Your gonna have to pic me up from school tho
J- UMM, ok np.
T- alright, see you later..... bB.
J-see ya.
I don't know what me and Tyler are going to do today... it's literally to hot to do anything but just hang out but I wanted to do more.
As the school day ends, I leave to go get Tyler but gets stop by chris. "Yo, jay can we hang today.. mom's pissed at me." now u see chris is my best friend but I'm really into Tyler. so.... I lied. "Sorry I have to sit with my mom today, ahe still isn't do well." I say. "ok, I get it. but hmu later if u can" he says disappointed. I felt bad bringing my mom's health into my lies but it was the first thing that came to mind.
I pull up to the school and I see tyler walk out with Nicole. He just her and wave goodbye. As he walks up to the car he has a big cheesy ass grin on his face that I'm in love with.
"Hi where are we going."Tyler asked curious. "I actually don't know it's so hot. We can go get food and Starbucks and hang out at my dorm." I offer and he agrees. I drive off and head to Panera. Me and Tyler both order Mac and cheese, then go to starbucks. We get our orders an head to the dorm .
My dorm is like a mini apartment for 2 people but my dorm mate moved out a month ago, So I gave chris his key in case he needs somewhere to stay. I set the food on the table, Tyler sits at the table and i go use the bathroom.
I come back and Tyler's not at the table anymore. I look around and he s on the couch, watching tv and eating his food. I chuckle at how comfortable he looks,but I grab my food and go meet him. "Oh, hey." he says I sit next to him. "hey. what are you watching?" I asked. " Some lifetime move." he answered back.
After we eat and watch a couple movies, it's about 7:30. so, I go to my room and go to my closet to get into something comfortable. I put on some loose shorts and go shirtless, it too hot for clothes. I walk out my closet and get scared the shit out of me, by Tyler sitting on my bed.
"Are you trying to kill me." he says looking me up and down. I chuckle at wat he said cause he s the one that scared me. He gets up and walks closer to me pushing me against the closet. He places his head in the crook of my neck and slowly leave a trail of kisses. As chills fill my spin I pull away and lay on my bed. Tyler turns around an look at me with a confused face. " Did u just pull away from my kiss?" he asked..clearly offended. "yes, come cuddle with me tho." I replied. He slumps his shoulders and get in the bed. He lays His head on my chest and i play with his hair.
"So, what are you going to school for?" tyler askes me. "Architecture and Landscaping." I answer. "omg really? that's so cool. I always loved the thought of designing my dream house." He said. "Omg same, So what are you going for once you graduate?" I asked him. " Um. I was thinking photography, but I'm not sure." he says. "Omg you totally should cause like, You can take pictures of my work for my. Website." i say. He cross his arms, acroos my chest and put his chin in the top of his hand and smiles at me. "Your so cute." He tells me. I start to blush, but then I think this is the perfect time to ask him. I cup Tyler's cheeks and say. "Tyler, will be my boyfriend?
Tyler lifts his head more and his smile fades. "Justin, iv had a crush on you for 2 years and this is all I could ever dream of but. I'm not comfortable dating someone who's not out. I want my relationship public I don't wanna have to hide out with my boyfriend. This hanging out, fling situation... I'm ok with. We haven't had sex yet which issa good thing so there's no sexual feelings between us. I really like you...LIKE ALOT, but I just can't. And I'm not rushing u to come out, I don't mind the hanging out. But when you do come out and you still wanna date me, it's a absolute yes." he says as my emotions change so quickly. When he said no I was said but once I knew why, i Understood.
"Tyler its ok, I understand. " I say nodding , he s smile reappears and I go to kiss him. But, Chris burst in my room. Tyler and I sit there gross in shock, Chris looks confused and pissed. After about 15 secs of this Tyler gets out of bed , run past Chris to the bathroom. I tried to stop him but it was no use. I was gonna go check on him but I think chris deserves explanation.
"Damn, that was UNEXPECTED" chris says as he sits at my desk chair. "Chris lemme expl-." I tried to say but get cut off. "No justin, I came here cause my mom was screaming at the top of her lungs at me cause I didn't know where Tyler was. I pull up here and see ur car and think "Oh maybe he got home and was tired from being with his mom all dad." But to come in here and see you blew me off to sleep with my brother, is fucked up from the both of you." I stand up "CHRIS IV NEVER SLEEP WITH TYLER, WE WAS JUST HANGING OUT. THE PAST FEW WEEKS IV BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE OUT MY SEXUALITY AND TYLER IS THE ONLY GUY I'M INTO. YES I LIED TO YOU BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH OF SOMETHING I WANT SURE ABOUT." I say. "Justin calm. It's ok, I get it. I don't care that your gay but you like tyler? Your my best friend and he's my brother, I don't want either of you upset or hurt."he responds. "Yea I really do and I would never hurt him. But i didnt know how to tell you about any of this." I say and he nods. "So are y'all like dating orrr?" he asked. "Oof sadly no. just before u burst three here like the hulk I asked him and he said hes not comfortable with dating someone's who's not out, but I'm not sure, how or when I wanna come out." I answer. "Omg, sorry jay but you should like go check on him." he says. I get up and run to the bathroom.
I knock on the door. "Tyler?" I called out before opening it. He's on the floor and has his head in his knees crying. I sit in front of him and wrap myself around him. "he hates me, he s never gonna forgive me for this." he cries out hysterically. " Tyler he doesn't hate you, I told him everything, it's ok. He doesn't care." I say to reassure him that everything's ok. He lifts his head from his knees and look at me. I wipe away his tears. " Are you sure? " he ask and I reply "I'm sure." then I kiss his forehead.
We get up go back to my room and tyler hugs Chris. "I'm sorry for keeping this from you. " says to chris. "Its ok, I understan you was trying to protect justin." Chris replys. He leaves the room, me and Tyler lay back in the bed and I finish talking and I play with his hair till we both fall asleep.
OOF SORRY THIS IS ALL OVER THE PLACE UM I think imma update in Sundays for now on.
