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(GxG) Reliever

I looked at the living room's clock, it was almost midnight. The day almost changed, like always. I looked down at the mirror the girls usually used, and found myself all alone still sitting at the sofa, staring at myself only to see my bloodshot eyes. I'd been crying for at least two hours then. The girls had given up to cheer me and went asleep at their respective room.

I stood up, again, for how many times I didn't remember. I walked, slowly, dragging my feet to the balcony's glass door. Opened the curtain, and the lights of Seoul welcomed me. Or maybe not, because they had seen me too often. Maybe they were already bored to see my crying face appeared before their sight. Almost like I could hear them saying 'again, this crybaby, whining at midnight like usual,'. I closed the curtain back, because I also felt bored to see them. They're bright, so bright that they'e annoying me.

I stood still in front of the door, looking at our vast living room. I could see our kitchen at the corner, and our rooms corridor at the other side. The girls must had a nice dream already. Nothing could be heard from them. They were all tired, but excited, at least from what I'd seen from their expression. We would start our busy period once again to promote our soon-to-be-released new songs. While the others looked like they're having fun, me at the other side feeling heavily burdened. I was having pressure from being a main vocalist of the group, meaning that I had to always did a good job now and then, I needed to suppress my dissapointment or ill-feeling to make our fans happy, I needed to improve everytime to bring more success. All of those thought had take a toll on me mentally.

My hands slowly reaching to my pajamas button. Just like as if they wanted to ease what I did, they slipped themsleves to the holes one by one, helping me to take my top off. I stared blankly ahead, while my hands slipped my chest cover's straps down, and quietly unhooked it. I bowed to nothing, with my fingers gripping my bottoms' waistband, sliding it down, together with the cloth inside. I stood up again, this time with nothing on, trying to feel anything touching my bare skin. I learned from Yerin-unnie, that she liked being naked at the dorm to relieve her stress. So I tried to follow her. A minutes, two minutes, I couldn't feel anything. Physically, I could feel the cold air hugging me. But mentally, my heart still felt nothing. I felt empty.

"What are you doing?"

A soft voice came from somewhere. I looked around and found Sowon-unnie stood at the corridor. I looked at the clock, and realized I'd been blanked out for 30 minutes, without wearing anything, without doing anything, just standing still.

I shook my head. I didn't have any reason to answer her. I saw her eyes looking back at me. Weird, it seems like she could look through my frustration. I saw her walking toward me, and hugged me soft but tightly. Being hugged like that broke me down. My tears gushed out. She didn't let out any voices. Just her hand slowly stroked my hair.

"Yuna-yah, let's go outside for awhile," she said after some moments
"Where?" I asked
"Just wear your clothes warmly and follow me,"

I did as she asked, and we walked outside. We arrived at our apartment's basement parking lot, and she picked her car key from the pocket.

"Will we go far?" I asked again,

She didn't answer but gave me a sign to ride the car. I obeyed her, and sat at the passenger seat. She drove the car outside through the midnight Seoul scene. Ten, fifteen minutes, I didn't where she would take me. I didn't ask, cause I knew she would bring me to a nice place. A different atmoshere than usual maybe indeed what I needed, I thought. Few hundreds meter before the highway toll gate, Sowon-unnie stopped the car. Without talking anything, she enetered a convenience store and back with a bag full of snacks and drinks a moment later. She continued driving as the boring Seoul lights was slowly left behind.