I fall in love with my enemy! Henry bowers

Why do they find out?

*Nikita's P.O.V.*
I was talking to Eddie telling him everything since I had cuts on my face this time he starts to look me over and I panick and say. "Eddie no don't!" He doesn't listen and pulls my sleeves and he gaps and then we hear someone yell. "STOP THE FUCKING CAR!" Eddie ignores it but I look and see Henry and his group of friends and I just shrunk to a size of an ant. "Huh Eddie I'm going for a walk." "Wait!" He gently grabs me and gives me a pat down and found my swish blade and took it and thats my special blade aka self harm blade. "Eddie give it back!" "I will when you walk past my house tonight ok." "Huh fine." He hugs me and lets me go and I look and see Henrys and his gang watching me. "Oh great more babysitters." I walk to where they can see me and then Henry jumps out and run to me. "NIKITA!" I turn with wide eyes in fear Eddie was close by, when he got to me I pulled him into the woods so no one could see or hear us but I had a feeling his friends were close by. "One don't do that no one can know we are talking! And two ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY!" He looks at me with hurt eyes then spoke up. "I'm sorry I was driving by and saw you talking then I saw your arm and... wait why did you ask if I was crazy?" "Huh yes I self harm and you know why and you probably told your friend about me but please don't say a word about this even your friends because I know they saw me too, and the reason I called you crazy was because of earlier if my dad saw you I would be dead or worse then I am now." "Huh Nikita I'm sorry I wanted to see if we're ok but I saw him and heard wha he said." "I figured. AND YOU THREE CAN COME OUT NOW!" They all come out and look at me with sad eyes and I knew they wouldn't leave me alone now. "Huh, look no one can know we talk or talked and what I'm about to tell you guy's stays between US GOT IT!" They all nod and move so there closer to me a bit. "Huh ok well I started self harming when my dad started to beat me three years ago when my mom died... he got worse through out the years, when I first cut my arm it felt good, after a while it stated to just feel numb all of it and I got addicted to cutting and I can't stop and right now I don't to because of my dad." I looked at them and they were holding back there tears trying to keep there tough act then they hugged me and I yelp in pain so they pull away. "Sorry." "Is ok you didn't mean to." He talk for a while then it was getting late and I sigh. "I better get home." I get up and started walking with them behind me then we go our septet ways but Henry. "I want to walk you to Eddies." "Huh no matter what I say your still going to do it so fine." He smirks but I roll my eyes and his smirks goes away. "Why do you keep doing that." "What?" "Acting like you hate me all the time when I've been nothing but nice to you." "You picked on my cousin and it take time to get over that!" "Ok calm down I'm sorry." "Yeah me too." We got close to Eddies and he stops. "Well see you around Nikita." "Bye Henry." I walk to the walk way and see Eddie with my blade staring at the dry blood on it. "Eddie?" "Huh I don't want you to have this back... but she gave it to you yet you use it to-" "I know Eddie but you know the reason." "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" "Because I didn't want you check me over and find out about my addition." He sighs and hands me the blade then hugs me and goes in. "Do you hate me Eddie bear?" "No, we still on for tomorrow lighting bug?" "Definitely!" "Good." I walk back then saw Henry was still there and my face shot red. "Lighting bug?" "My mom used to call me that and he picked it up from her." "Oh so can-" "NO!" "Ok sorry." "Ha no I mean I want a different nickname from you and the other guys." "Oh cool I'll have one for you tomorrow!" "Cool!" He stops a few feet from my house and I knew why I turn and smile at him then walk inside then he runs by. "Huh." "HEY MISTAKE GET ME A BEER NOW!" "Yes sir." I get his beer then go up to my room I look at my window and saw Victor? "What the?" I open my window and look at him. "Victor?" "I just want to say that your stronger then you think." With that he jumps down and runs off. "Um ok?" I close my window and lay on my bed and look at the ceiling thinking of what Victor said. "Huh how can I be strong when my whole life is broken." I get up and climbe out my window and sit outside by my window and look at the stars and sing softly to my self. "How can I be strong when I'm so broken?" I sat there with tears running down my face just from that one line and looked at the sky. "Mom why did you have to go? Why did you leave me here with him?" I wanted to scream but I couldn't because I would be dead if my dad saw me out here, I looked down the road and saw Henry walk out of his house and he looked at me and started to come over. Ten minutes later he starts climbing up my house. "Hey you ok?" "Victor came here a few hours ago and said I'm stronger then I think... but how can I be strong when my whole life is broken?" I know talking to Henry was stupid and bad because of the losers but he knew what I going through so he was the only option at this point. "Huh he's not wrong." "Yeah I know but I'm broken I don't feel strong I feel weak." "Your not weak your still here and that's all that matters that makes you stronger." "Huh if you say so, but your abusing others because you get beat too and you take your anger out on others." He went quiet then I looked at his hands and they were in a fist so I moved away from him. "Huh I'm not going to hurt you it's just I was raised to show people no mercy and never fall in love because it's weak." "But love isn't weak it makes you stronger and if you really think love is weak then." "Then what? that makes me weak." "No it makes you scared and weak." "I'm non of that." "Really because if you never show love then you are." He got closer to my face and I got scared and he could see it then his face and eyes went soft and he started to lean in but I stopped him. "Are you crazy!" He looks at me and then I push him back. "What I said is true your weak if you think love is... now go I don't want to see you." "Nikita." "I said go before I scream." I had sadness in my eyes because I didn't want him to leave but I couldn't get to close him because he was my ENEMY! "Huh I'm sorry." And with that he jumps down and walks home and he never tuned back but he stopped when I said. "Why should you be sorry when I pushed you away." I went inside and went to bed thinking about Henry and how he almost kissed me or him just getting closer to my.