Speaking with a stutter(ON HOLD)

☁~Not the nightmares!~☁

Trigger warning. Sexual toys involved and abuse.

Jay's POV

I lay tied to the wall as my uncle whips me. I can feel the blood dripping down my as the spikes on the whip pierce my skin. I try to hold back my screams of pain. Soon enough a helmet thingy is placed on my head. I see my Daddy come at me with a knife. The same place he cuts me in the video I feel it in real life. This is fake. It must be fake. He'd never hurt me. Then I see video of my parents whipping me whilst I feel it in real life. This is fake. I know it's fake.

I wake up and scream panting as I try to calm down. I feel Luca jerk awake and quickly hug me tight. "Shhh it's okay baby it's just a bad dream. It's not real." I calm down a little and rest my head on his chest. "It's 4:00 right now would you like to help me make dinner. I was thinking that we could have Mac and cheese with cut up hotdogs." I nod and slowly get up with Luca. Once we are downstairs I see luca set two pots of water on the stove to boil.

I helps Luca pour and stir the mac and cheese. Once it's done he fills two bowls full and set them on the table. With our food on the table I sit across from Luca and start to eat. I slowly eat and notice that Luca had finished before me. When it's all gone he takes our plates and place them in the dishwasher. I thank him and moves into the living room. "Are you okay. You haven't said much since you woke up." Luca asks me.

I nod and reply. "Y-yeah i-i'm f-fine. Just tired." I walk upstairs and notice the popup crib. Seeing as I don't want to disturb Lica. He can't ever find out about what's happening to me. I walk towards it and step inside. Soon enough I close my eyes and fall asleep.

I wake up the next day panting and sweating. As I try to calm down my phone buzzes with a text. I read it and see that it's a text from my uncle.

Uncle: See you home in an hour and a half. Don't be late.

I take deep breaths and slowly walk to Luca's room. He looks up from where he lies on his bed and motions for me to come lay with him. I shake my head no and fiddle with my fingers. "I-i uh h-have to get going s-soon. My uncle w-wants me h-home in an hour a-and a half." I turn to head out the door and Luca follows.

He takes my hand and smiles at me. "oh okay. I'll go make breakfast and you can go watch TV okay." I nod and turn on Miraculous Ladybug. When the first episode is over I see Luca placing a plate of bacon and eggs in front of me. I eat slowly while watching my show and once another episode is over I put my plate away. "Could you drop me off." I ask as I go upstairs. I pack my bag and get dressed. With that done I take my bag downstairs.

Luca takes my bag from me and places down near my shoes. "Sure I'm just going to get dressed first." I get my shoes on as he get dressed. When he comes back he gets his shoes on before heading out the door. I follow quietly with my bag in tow. We get in the vehicle and do a silent drive to my house.

what if uncle gets mad at me again. What if my dreams come true.

I'm shaken from my thoughts as the car comes to a stop. I give Luca a quick smile before grabbing my bag and heading inside.

Once I get I inside I check to make sure Luca is gone before heading downstairs. I drop my bag on the floor before laying down in my bed. Not log after I lay down I hear the heavy footsteps of my uncle coming downstairs. I shut my eyes tightly and brace for the worst.

He slaps me and laughs evilly. "I'm surprised the little slut didn't rat me out. You know what I don't care if you did or not. I'm gonna give it too you anyways. Dangle your life by a thread." he grabs my hair and forces me to look at him. "From now on you will call me Master. I figured this would be fitting since your already into this kind of dirty shit." he throws me to the ground and gets on top of me whilst taking something out of his pants pocket. I notice that it's a BDSM collar with a lock. I start to squirm but he holds me down by my neck. I feel him lock it around my neck before smirking. "It looks pretty on you just like I thought it would. He reaches into his other pocket and pulls something out along with a remote. "Pull your pants and underwear down now!" I do as he says once he gets off of me. I lay back down and he forces my legs open. I feel him shove the plug thingy up my kitten. I wince in pain and try not to cry as it vibrates intensely.

"P-please s-stop. It h-hurts." I cry out. He turns it up even more and pulls my pants back up.

Uncle slaps my ass and growls. "You are not aloud to take it out or else there will be worse things you'll have to worry about. I'll know if you take it out." I walks upstairs and I cry as I try not to cum.

How could anybody be so cruel...