All About Your Favorite Idiot!

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Haha, here's another rant!! Just an update on me, if anyone still cares 😂

Okay. I always hate it when people happen to stop talking to me without an explanation. It's been happening a lot lately, especially with my close friends! It bugs me sooo much. Like, I get that some people need some space for a bit, bit going days at a time while avoiding specifically me (they'll talk to literally everyone else) is just... ugh.

If you couldn't tell from reading everything so far, I'm a generally social person, even if I'm not great at social interaction. I hate it when people ignore me without explanation— especially when I have to blatantly ask them if I did something wrong. And then they make me feel bad for asking by giving me a snarky-ass remark! One of my (now ex) closest friends said— and I quote— "I thought you were just ignoring me." HAVE YOU NOT READ MY TEXTS??? (Don't tell me that you haven't— I can see the "Read Thursday" right underneath.) HAVE NOT NOT FREAKING HEARD ME ASKING ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT YOU WANTED TO TALK THINGS OUT??? And why the fuck did you talk to me only when you got broken up with? Are you really that petty? Do you really want a pity-party from everyone, even if it's the person who you decided to stop talking to?

So I'm a sensitive person. I feel bad at the slightest things, whether it be forgetting to drop something off or saying something sarcastic and people think I'm being serious. Get it? If you go for days without talking to me for no apparent reason, and you don't fucking decide to let me know why.

There are so many people that I know who have ignored me without getting to the root of it, and it makes me mad. I legitimately make a friend and then BAM!!! They slap me right in the face by deciding that I don't exist.