I woke up to see Lamar gone but I found a note that said "I don't regret anything" I felt a small smile crept on my face.
I checked the time and got ready for school.I wore my white crop top and blue ripped jeans.I put on some lipstick to look good for Lamar.I thought I looked stunning.
When I got to school I went straight to my locker first.After I got my books for first period I went to look for Lamar.I spotted Lamar and went up to him he just looked at me and walked away I felt a slight pain in my chest and stomach.There was a lump in my throat I tried to swallow it but it didn't work.I ran to the girls bathroom while tears were flowing down my face.I bumped into someone and when I looked up it was Lamar.
Lamar just looked at me and I pushed myself off of him.When I got in the girls bathroom Lamar texted me.Nelii what's wrong?!Why were yhu crying? -L
I didn't text Lamar back and he tried to call me I didn't answer I was too hurt to answer a call from Lamar.I walked out of the girls bathroom and the whole day I kept my distance from Lamar.Once I got home I ran up the stairs and locked my room then fell on my bed.All I could do was cry.
When I woke up I had 3 different messages from Lamar.Nelii what happened today?Why aren't you talking to me?! -L
Did someone hurt you?Did I hurt you?! -L
Plz Nelii baby talk to me I care about you what's going on?
I stared at the messages and wanted to cry all over again but before I could shed a tear I heard a knock window on my window.I opened my window and walked over to my bed I thought it was just a tree branch but when I felt my bed go low I turned to see Lamar.
I got up as quick as possible and told Lamar to leave he stood up and I saw confusion in his eyes.I couldn't stand to look at his face so I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm.I pulled away and looked Lamar in his eyes."What was I just a toy to you!?" I asked Lamar he looked took back by what what I'd said."No Nelii I really like you I care about you" Lamar said "Get out" is what I told Lamar his eyes got watery and glossy, "GET OUT" I told Lamar once again he let a tear fall.
"Nelii please baby I love you tell me what I did" Lamar cried out to me."You slept with me and didn't talk to me after like I did something wrong" I told Lamar."I'm sorry" Lamar told me.Lamar pulled my face into his and next thing I know we were kissing.Heyy guys!! I'm new to this I know some of them will be short but work with.
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