What now?

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Demi's POV

"Okay but Demi hear me out, you can't go to every country in the whole world. We need you to chose"

We were in an office. Planning the world tour. I could see Phil's lips moving as he was talking, he seemed mad he had this worried look in his eyes. But I wasn't hearing a fucking thing. I couldn't focus on anything besides staring at my phone on the table.

Staring at my stupid black screen. Would it light up? Would a text from her finally pop up? She's probably busy with her work and stuff. I mean she must be.

No.

Bullshit.

Busy for two weeks? I don't think so.

I've texted twice, she hasn't replied.

What we did, was it just fooling around? Trust me, I've fooled around before. What we had didn't feel like just that. Well I guess she had her fun, didn't she?

This has happened before. People getting inside my panties just cos who I am. A famous hookup. Why am I this affected? Maybe I let her too close, let her stick around for too long. Maybe I felt something more than just...I don't fucking know.

I literally feel like I'm gonna be sick right here on this office table.

But what did I expect tho? That's the problem right there. I always do things without thinking. Why take her to fucking Disneyland and hold her hand like she was..I crossed the line. I should've let her go that next morning.

"Demi are you here? Is Demi here?"

Phil's hand waved in front of my face.

"I am. I'm sorry guys we can continue discussing this tomorrow"

I grabbed my stuff and walked out of the room. I finally felt like I could breathe. I checked my phone again. Yes, I'm that stupid.

*opens door*

I layed on my couch. I had a headache.

I honestly don't know what to do I miss her. Fuck sake I miss her I may be going crazy.

*grabs phone*

She had an insta story from last night are you fucking kidding me. Should I open? Fuck this. I felt like a knot grew in my throat as I saw her record herself and her friend saying they were going to a strip club. "My body is ready" I repeated out loud as soon as she said that right to the camera.

I threw my phone to the couch. Then I went to pick it up fast. I know exactly what to do now. She thinks she can play games on me?

*dials number*

"Hello" He anwered.

"Phil? I want Kehlani to join the tour." I said with a straight face.

"What?" He seemed shocked.

"What you heard. She needs to join, you can contact her now."

"But out of nowhere? Demi this is so rushed. Tour is so close"

"Kehlani is fucking amazing my fans adore her." My hands were on my forehead trying to convince myself this was the best decision I could be making.

"Okay fine we'll make it work yes. This is actually good."

"I know it is. It has to work."

By 'it has to work' I meant I wanted Lauren's attention, a reaction. Kehlani is her close friend and she just broke up with her girlfriend so..she's single.

Am I delusional? I probably am.

Two hours had passed and Kehlani had already called me. She was so fucking thrilled. This is gonna be so good I can feel it.

I grabbed my phone again and decided to upload a picture with her announcing her joining the tour.

She'll definitely see this.

Minutes after I uploaded my phone buzzed.

"That was fucking fast" I said as I saw a notif from Lauren come up on my screen.

I read it.

"So Kehlani on your tour? haha omg"

Really? Okay so, no explanation why she fucking vanished for two weeks?

"Yes I know amazing isn't it?🔥"

"Sorry I disappeared for a bit I was planning some gigs😩"

I laughed out loud.

"You could've said. I fucking waited for you to reply like a stupid person"

"Babe I'm sorry, I really missed you"

I hate that my heart did this thing when I read that. I hate her so much right now but I can't help to feel so fucking attracted to her.

"I missed you" I replied and instantly regretted.

"I wanna see you😩"

I read that like twenty times before replying. I was about to do the stupidest thing I've ever done.

"Come over" I texted and looked at the clock, it was 9:12 pm.

"On my way" She replied.

I changed to a white silk dress. Completely see through. What am I doing? Someone tell me please.

I walked around the house just feeling so anxious to have her here with me.

"Open the door" She texted and my entire body got goosebumps.

*door opens*

Fuck this shit look at her I wanna fuck her right this second.

She opened her mouth to say something while she was staring at my chest probably because see through layers.

"I..

I fucking pushed her against the wall and kissed her. I didn't wanna hear her, I didn't wanna talk, I didn't want anything. Anything except fucking her.

She didn't stop kissing me until we got to my bed and that's when she tried to talk between kisses.

"I'm....sorry I....didn't text...back"

"I don't wanna hear it, just shut up and fuck me"

I whispered still touching her lips.

She sat on top of me as she grinned on me so hard I was fucking rolling my eyes back. Her fingers had lifted my dress and when she felt I was wearing no panties she bit her lip and whispered "Amazing.."

Her fingers were going in and out as she was moving her hips on me on the same speed. I was fucking wet and she could clearly feel that.

We were both moaning so hard and when she felt I came she slid her fingers out. Our breathing was so fast. She looked at me and I grabbed her two fingers and put them deep in my mouth as I licked them.

Then she kissed me again. And again. Her lips I can't get enough of them. Shit I want her so bad my body is literally shaking for her.

She stood up and got down from my bed. She grabbed her purse that was laying on the floor and left without saying a word.

I heard my front door close. My breathing was still fast as fuck and my sheets were so wet.
I couldn't believe that had just happened.

We didn't even say a word to eachother. She just left. Oh well, what now?

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⏰ Last updated: May 01, 2018 ⏰

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