Should I or Should I Not?

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Jimin P.OV

"Kookie, I...you and I forever?"
"Yes" if you want Jungkook said with looking like a tear was about to fall out from the corner of his eyes. I was never expecting this at all.
"Kookie I love you so much and want you to be mine forever but I don't want to break apart from each other, ever." I looked at him with pleading eyes.
"Jiminie you know I would never leave you even if times are hard, we'll have each other and perhaps a family one day after our career ends." Kookie said as he stood up lifting Jimin's chin very smoothly.
"Awwww" the crowd of fans cooed.
"So" Jungkook said willingly. Ready to commit to something. I started thinking it was a big thing to go through but I loved Kookie dearly with all my heart and knew for the world he would never leave me, so I did exactly what people would do in this situation.
"Jimin you know if your not ready we ca..." Jungkook was cut of as I tip toed making myself taller to the younger's height and kissed him with all my power to do so, passionately and never wanted to let go.
"Is that a yes" Jungkook said with a huge massive grin on his face like he already knew the answer.
"Of course dummy" I said as I jumped into his arms. All of the fans started screaming and cheering all sought's of questions like-
"Where are you getting married?"
"When are you having or adopting kids?"
Or
"How long do we have to wait until we know when you want kids?"
Kookie and I stared at each other while laughing. God, I really did love him and he was really mine now, officially.

Authors P.O.V
Back home-
"Firstly I would like to say congrats Kookie and Jimin, you just need that bun in the oven now" Jin laughed as he said bun in the oven referring to a baby.
"Omg, Jin Hyung stop. This is disgusting" Yoongi said as he ran upstairs fastly to escape. Haha
"Haha" All the members laughed together.
"So Jin and Namjoon, when are you having that kid you always talked about" Namjoon looked at Jimins words Suprised and then looked at Jin who looked very flustered. Namjoon didn't know what was going on.
"Jin? What's this about a baby?" Namjoon spoke loudly, he was filled with anger around about now.
"Well, ummm, I thought because you and I have been engaged for so long now, maybe we can settle and you know...umm maybe have our own bun" Jin said nervously playing with his knuckles and slim fingers.
"Jin, baby, you know I want one right? But we can't give up our career just now?" Namjoon spoke calmly towards his future husband.
"I know" Jin says nodding seeing that Namjoon was right, even if he is pretty silly he is always right. Jin never knew how.
"Jimin lets go to our room, I think they need some time alone" Jungkook said pulling Jimin up from the couch making their way upstairs quietly.
As soon as they passed Hoseok and Taehyung's room you could hear something almost like moistness. Jimin and I banged on the door and said "stop drowning each other's throats" as they walked away, they just left Hoseok and Taehyung laughing at themselves.

"Babe" Jungkook said sadly.
"What is it Kookie? Don't tell me you're regretting marrying me soon? Please tell me your not leaving me?" Jimin pouted softly ready to hear what would come out of his mouth of his lover.
"Jimin I'm not regretting or would I ever leave you, but just thinking about a kid, that's too much right now" Jungkook said with his head hung low.
"Oh, Kookie my beautiful selfless Kookie, we will take our time ok?" Jimin said as He climbed onto Jungkook's lap whilst he was sitting on the bed.
"Thank for understanding Jimin" Jungkook once again cupped Jimin's face smashing his lips onto his pure innocent thin lips.
"I love you Kookie" Jimin said as he leaned in more into Jungkook's embrace.
"Me too Jimin, Me too"

Jimin P.O.V
Last nights memories were replaying in my mind like a dozen clouds I have just floated on as I turned over to see my Kookie's face, sleeping like a legit log. So still yet so calm and straight. I slightly leaned over and rested my head on his chest. I saw him starting to move and play with my hair through his fingers. Yep, he was awake he tricked me again. God, he's good.
"Morning Hyung" he said in a sweet morning tone for just someone who looked like they just woken.
"Jungkook, stop calling me Hyung. Call me Jimin now, I am your future husband now, K?"
"Yeah, yeah, Jimin" Jungkook said laughing historically. Suddenly I felt this weird but yet satisfying turn in my stomach. Jungkook could see there was something wrong with me. Before I knew it dashed towards the bathroom like a lighting bolt and started spewing. Wait spewing? No wait why am I being sick? What the hell is happening? I told myself all these questions. Next thing you know Kookie bolts after me and starts rubbing smoothing circles on my back and saying shhh into my ear. Yeah like that would help. But he tried enough. It wasn't his doing of this. Or was it? I thought again.
"You okay Jiminie" Jungkook looked at his loved one with his big brown eyes thoroughly reading worry all over his face.
"Yeah, I'm good Kookie" i said trying to hold back the tears.
"Ok, well I will wash your Pajamas now. Just go take a shower please."
I nodded as he walked out. I got undressed and looked at myself in the mirror before stepping into the shower. One thing, I noticed was did I grow a littler weight over night?

3 weeks later-

3 weeks later and I'm still a mess. Every morning I would get up and go to the far bathroom at the end of house so no one could hear. I didn't want anyone to worry especially Jungkook. I was becoming reckless in my sleep and I swear my stomach kept growing a tiny inch fatter each week. What the hell is wrong with me? I wondered. I booked myself a doctors appointment and was now waiting to be called. I was sitting beside a cute couple with one being pregnant. I cooed at how cute that was. As I was in my own world I heard someone call my name.
"Jimin. Park Jimin" the doctor said.
"Yes, right here" I said getting out of my chair and started following the doctor.
As soon as the door shut my body tensed up. I don't know why but I felt strange at this point for some reason taking about this with someone.
"So Park Jimin, what's the issue?"
"Well I have been vomiting for about 3 weeks now and haven't been sleeping well. But this sickness I get is always in the mornings and I don't know why?" I said.
"Park Jimin take this and come back. Than I'll run a test but you have to stay here until I do so".
I said yes to the doctor and walked to the bathroom and than gave my DNA to the doctor. A few moments later which seemed to be hours for me, the doctor finally returned with a happy grin on his face. I thought it must be good news that's okay then right? I thought to soon.
"Park Jimin congrats your 3 weeks pregnant" As soon as I heard the doctors words I ran straight out through every single section of the hospital. I didn't care about people's reactions now. All I could think about was Jungkook.

I drove Off to home and that's when I heard rm stepping close to the door hugging me immediately as he saw my dry tears stained to my face and fresh ones forming. Rm called Jin, Suga, JHope, Taehyung because they were the only ones home. Lucky Jungkook was out for today. I told them what happened and told them about my pregnancy, telling them Jungkook will leave me, I just know it.
"So your pregnant what's the big deal?" Suga said in no hesitation.
"Suga shut up and go to your room now if you don't understand" they all said to him except myself I was too worried to really speak at that point in time. Suga shrugged and walked off.
"So Jimin you really are pregnant, huh?" Jin and Namjoon And the rest said.
I nodded.
"Wow" they all screamed with excitement before they could go any further with questions.
He walked in.
There he was. Jungkook the fear I now had to face with the news of heartbreak probbaly.
"Who's pregnant?" Jungkook asked as he walked in with groceries and dumped them on the floor.
"I hope it's not you Jimin because you know I'm not ready?"
Yeah and I'm not ready too tell you something alarming that will definently break our relationship before even marriage I thought in my mind.
"Jimin you need to say something! Now! Or it will get worst!" The boys said as Jungkook sat beside me with a serious look.

A/N- how was this chapter? How was this for drama? Just keep in mind this is my first ever book, so it might not be the best but thx for your support. :)

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