love moons

chapter three

It wasn't that late. The boys were still sitting in the living room. They had ordered pizza an hour ago but because the pizza man had a lot to do it only arrived a few minutes ago. Bas had decided to buy two big ones instead of a few smaller ones so now they all sat around the coffee table, mostly on the floor. Only Tee and Tae were sitting on the sofa. Tee munched on a small slice, Kimmon took two at once.

"I'm hungry, okay? I didn't had any breakfast or lunch yet!"
Copter looked at him with an raised eyebrow. "I did ask you if you want something though." Bas choked on his pizza, starting to giggle while God patted his back. Kim grinned. "But I knew we would have take-out later. And besides I'm already grown up, you still need to grow tall and get strong." He kissed his boyfriend's cheek but the younger one just rolled his eyes.

Kimmon always teased him over their six-years age gap, loved it when the younger one got annoyed or blushed (because he could be really cheesy or inappropriate sometimes). And normally Copter didn't mind it, he was used to it and seeing his boyfriend smile was nice too. But he hated it - or just really disliked it because "hate" is a strong word - when they were with their friends. The brown-haired boy already was the second youngest of their group so the darker-haired man didn't need to make him seem smaller than he already was.

"Just shut up or I am going over to sit next to N'Bas, Asshole." Copter turned away but Kim just layed an arm around him and pressed him against his side. "Just kidding! Don't leave me, dear." He pouted and pressed a peck to his neck. Copter tried pushing him away but he was not strong enough anyways so he just gave up. "You really are annoying." He muttered but just got a smirk from the other one. " And you still love me."

Tee was nervous. Fuck, he was never nervous when he was with his friends. Even when he was alone with the oldest of their group he usually wasn't nervous. But now he could feel Tae's stare on his back and when he leaned back on the sofa he would feel his arm around his shoulder. He felt all too warm and confused and he ate too much just to distract himself but he still always thought about the 30 minutes alone in his room with the taller male when the others weren't there yet.

"Tee, look at me, please." Tae was holding his wrist after he tried exiting his room. He couldn't look at the older one, couldn't think of something to say.
"It's fine, really, I expected that to happen but please don't run away from me now." Tae's voice cracked a bit and Tee felt a peng in his heart. Oh god, what have they done?
"I...the others will be here soon. Let's-let' s not talk about that Now, i-" "Let's pretend it didn't happen. For now. But talk to me later. I will not forget it." 
And Tee took a deep breath, took all his courage to look back at his friend. Tae smiled but it didn't reached his eyes. "Ok."
What have they done?

"Is everything okay, P'Tee?" The person talked to looked up to see Bas glaring at him with a worried look. "You starred at your pizza for five minutes and didn't eat anything. Is everything alright?"
Tee sighed. "It's all fine, I just thought about something. Don't worry about me." He smiled, he didn't think Bas believed him though. Even though he didn't say anything further, just ate his slice of pizza and layed back, looking at the floor. He didn't see his best friend's worried gaze.