Summer Love

First and Last Part

Summer. Summer is one of the most exciting part of my year. It's one of the times when I can be totally free, when I can enjoy, and escape from reality. But summer, is also one of the most painful temporaries in our lives.

Found love one summer under the blazing sun. A love I knew that wouldn't last. A love so temporary. And I found it in an amazing person. This person made me realize that I wasn't alone. This person made me feel like I am loved. That I am someone special and that I am worth loving. Let's hide this person's identity under the name "Summer". Summer was so fun to be with. She was so relatable, so fun to be with and so sweet. We we're friends for a while, and after some meaningful stares our eyes caught on each other, we became more than just friends. It wasn't official. But we knew that there's something beyond that.

Summer had a boyfriend. A jealous and insecure one. She always had to tell him where we're heading to or who she's with. She felt like that tightness is too much. Can't blame her why she'd cheat on that guy. I was broken hearted too. Idk, I just wanted to forget that's why I didn't care of she had a boyfriend. At first, we became comfortable holding each other's hands. Walking across the streets and just enjoying life while talking about our "this-and-thats". It was fun being with her. At night when the day is almost over, I'd bring her back home. Giving her an assurance that there's a "tomorrow" for us. I knew that I wasn't talking about the future. I liked her but I knew that it was so temporary. That maybe tomorrow would be the last. But at that moment, there was one thing that I'm sure of. That I am desperate to see her for another day. So I assured her a tomorrow.

There was a tomorrow. we did the same thing. Went to an exciting adventure with our other friends and went swimming. But something was different this time. I felt like something new would happen to us. Something better than holding hands. Something better than normal. A kiss. Yes, A kiss. I know, I shouldn't have kissed a stranger I just met for days. But who cares? It was getting hotter in that room. That kiss was like one of the longest kiss I've done. I've felt every part of her. Until the heat went higher and higher. Her body was on me and I really felt it. Until I realized I don't have any condom. So I backed off. I ended up just cuddling her. But it was still so warm. I enjoyed every second of that hug. Until the time has come for our last goodbye.

I went to her apartment knowing that i'd give her something for farewell, it was the kiss. She didn't understand why I needed to say goodbye. But I really wanted to because I know that her boyfriend loves her more than I can ever do. And that the tightness he makes her feel is only because he wants to protect her. And so I understood that I needed to be gone from their lives. That was my "summer love" last year. Looking forward to my journey this summer. Sana makapag bakasyon ako, knowing that mom didn't allow me. I JUST HOPE AND WISH SO!