Seol Eun's POV
Why am I alive? Why am I being bullied? I deserve it. I deserve to suffer. I deserve to die.
"Yah! Kim Seol Eun!"
Hearing my name being called, I turned around.
Splash!
Cold smelly liquid flowed from my head to my toes.
This is just my daily life, this is what I deserve.
This time, they poured ice water, mixed with rubbish, on me.
Trash!
Bitch!
Worthless!
Get out of our school!
Freak!
Go die!
Slut!
Dumb piece of shit!
I deserve all this. What they say is true.
I'm worthless. I should just die. I'm trying. I am trying to die.
Keeping quiet, I lowered my head and walk past them, my schoolmates. Listening to what they are saying, I felt nothing.
I felt nothing. My heart is numb.
Taking out an extra set of shirt, I quickly changed into them.
Taking out my friend from my bag, I slowly dragged the thin piece of cold metal across my skin.
Beautiful warm crimson blood flowed out. Pain. But I deserved all this.
I continued to drag the small blade across my wrist, decorating it with beautiful red lines.
Painting with silver
Coming out red
Flowing down the white canvas
It looks great
Pulling the sleeves of my black hoodie down, I stuffed the dirty clothes into a plastic bag, tied it and stuff it into my bag.
Running to the classroom for lessons. Expecting worse to come.
Quietly, I went to my sit. As usual, offensive yet true, words were scribbled all over my table. Saying nothing, I knelt down and started cleaning my desk as some girls started throwing crumpled paper at me.
Again, I felt nothing. No pain, no sadness, no anger. Nothing.
Am I normal?
"Students, please sit down quietly!" Our form teacher (the teacher who is in charge of our class) yelled loudly.
Everybody went back to their seats. I silently sat down as well but the chair suddenly moved and I fell to the ground.
"Mr Lee! She fell down and her chair almost broke!" The girl behind me shouted and the whole class laughed.
"Maybe Ms Kim Seol Eun should just lose some weight." Mr Lee said in a sacarstic tone and laughed along with the class.
He's right. I should lose weight. I should just stop eating.
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I'm Here | Min Yoongi
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