How did I get so lucky? Andy Biersack X reader

Long live the past

A/N I am not making excuses, I have had my life in different places with this being a lesser priority, I am however updating, as you can see as this is a new chapter :)

"So, Miss s/n, we looked at your application very carefully and it's obvious your love for music enhances your creativity towards this type of field. Your imagination and thoughts will be put to the test and you may work long hours. Please prepare yourself if you should pass this interview stage." Penny informed me, eyes looking into my soul but with a grin as wide as the galaxy on her face. I shift in my seat but plaster a smile on my face and nod in understanding and letting her know she can carry on. 

"Alrighty, so, where do you see yourself in 10 years?" 

"Making my way up the ranks, possibly working on bigger projects where I can help produce the music of people who love the sounds as much as I do. I also want to be able to combine my own and others ideas to come up with the best songs that everyone can love" a glint of hope shone in her eye. I felt amazing. 

"Next question, how often do you fully listen to music, take in every little instrument, have you ever done this?"

These are pretty detailed questions, must not hesitate.

"I am going to be completely honest with you, all the time. I get so lost in the tracks, the way the melodies flow and how the instruments combine together, like trees in the wind. Sorry, I'm rambling, I have so much in built passion, I just etch to make music. My mom used to sing to me every night, she had the most brilliant voice, she should have become a star but I don't know what she does now, just not that. Sometimes I remember her voice, singing, and I just pick up my guitar, or I tap a beat and start to build up layers, use a loop pedal and play along to the voice in my head".

I then realised I just sounded like a soppy, lost girl with mommy issues.

"Wow, you really do love music" Penny states to me, a caring smile spread across her face. 

Nodding, I fear I may say too much once again.

"Well, this is short but I think I have everything I need to go off of" she smiles and I quickly glance at the book pages before she shuts it and see the we were on question 2 of 14, I probably bored her.

"Thank you very much" I say as I stand up and hold my hand out to shake hers. "Thank you" she replies and takes my outstretched hand.

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"I'm home!" I call out, no answer, I sigh and place my bag on the table by the door, put my keys in the bowl and kick off my shoes to under the same table. 

I can hear the pad of my feet against the tiled floor as I enter the kitchen and hum a tune in my head. 

"Darling, I must go" I begin to sing, going off the top of my head.

"You gotta sleep tight now, don't have a fear for when I'm gone. You know daddy will care and nurture you. Treat you like the princess you are, treat my like the devil I am"

I sway my hips and begin to hum again, grabbing an apple and rinsing it under the sink.

"Leaving is never easy, just know that you have me hear. Take a step and hide, it's only lasting a lifetime. Pain has a cure, it just hasn't been found."

"Don't search for your mommy, search for you. So sleep tight sweetheart. There will be silence when you wake"

Crunching from the apple can be hear when I finish the line. 

*knock* *knock*

"Coming!" I call and retrace my tracks to the front door.

"Boo" is all that could be hear as the door opens. "Dammit Joey!" I whine opening the door wider for him to enter. He places a kiss on my cheek as he passes and makes his way to the lounge as I close the door.

"How did it go" he calls just as I begin to make my way through the hall to his destination. "Ugh, I rambled, like spewed my life on the lady and she cut it short, 2 out of 14 questions were answered" I sigh, curling up on the couch next to him, head in him lap. "Surely it wasn't that bad" he tries to rationalise. "No, I wish I was exaggerating, I think I set my dreams up too high" I whine as I close my eyes and wish for the day to be over. "Okay, that's it, get out of the slump. Change into something comfy and we are going for a walk in this fine weather, I will treat you to an ice cream if I feel nice" He says, pushing me off the couch so that I get my arse in gear.

"Yes sir" I salute then head upstairs.

"I'm ready!" I yell as I wander down the stairs after changing into dark grey denim shorts, medium thickness black tights, a Nirvana tank top, a red and black checkered shirt, a red beanie and red Converse. I picked up my sunglasses from by the door, as well as a backpack and my keys. Putting the keys, my phone and headphones (for no given reason) into my bag. "Come on!" I call and he comes round the corner smiling. "Breaking her record, y/n gets changed in 5 minutes! Everyone please give her a kiss and a round of applause!" he jokes around, clapping and charging towards me, picking me up into his arms and giving me a sloppy kiss before putting me down and opening the door.

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"Okay, so let me get this straight, you threw toilet roll at your teacher because they smelled of shit and they just said thank you and went into the store cupboard? That has to be the weirdest thing I've ever heard, it makes no sense!" I giggle as we round the corner and take a seat at the ice cream parlour. "Exactly!? Everyone in my class just looked so confused and creeped out so we all just left ourselves and went home early" he tells me making me giggle. "Right, so I am going to grab you and I an ice cream, don't worry, I will get you your (fave ice cream) and I will be back in two ticks" and with that he kissed my knuckles and went inside. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through twitter, seeing that BVB had now finished their tour but going on a break for a bit to spend some much needed and wanted time with their families.

That's when I heard it. The sound that sent chills down my spine. Running through me. "Hi, y/n" I look up and see him. My eyes widening, he remembers my name! "Hi Andy! What you doing here?" I ask him, smiling, but internally I am fangirling so hard. "Came to see Kier, I can't get hold of him, I've been trying all day" Andy says, his eyes meeting mine. My heart melting. No, I have Joey. Stahp. Bad y/n.

*Bang*

The world stopped. So slow. I didn't see it. I didn't notice. I should have paid more attention. Blood.

No!